Searching for my way of life ...

ok today is a sad yet happy day for me...

ok lets hear the bad news first...

well lets see wat i wrote in my clan forum to begin

" well ppl this is the lastest update on wat happened...

ok today i got my results back, all pass !!! yeah!

well here comes the part which makes me feel bad.

today she came back to singapore, my predictions and my friend's guess came true, she didnt called me and she has a new bf after this 18 days. omg!!! anyway i will check it out


im so sad, she got a new bf and nvr waited for me. anyway im not really sure of wat i can do but i know that if i cling on to this i will only fail. so its one step at a time now. "

the news had shocked me but as i knew her charactor as outgoing and very interactive among the opposite sex its only time that she will find one. well like wat the post says, its one step at a time now. thanks those for helping me throughout this journey although i failed for now. but i have learnt lots of things from it.

Something to be happy about, today i got my own gunbound suit. the best gunbound suit i suppose :P yes its childish but its a small achievement that im happy with ^^ if i can transfer my passion for games onto my life and propelling myself towards heights that i thought that werent achievable wouldn't that be nice? well at least i proved to myself in gunbound that i can do wat i want if i wanted to.

some things which came to my mind when chatting with deborah:

man arent born perfect.

let go of things n let God take charge of it

believe in oneself so as to be meaningful in life

leap of faith which u dont question u just believe.

well thats all for now..



so they will need to learn from mistakes.

posted by Kailun @ 12/05/2003 11:34:00 PM