Searching for my way of life ...

reply from my friend:

Anyway, stormy, life has its up and downs. You are now in some pit I suppose, but the only way to go is up. However, if you keep looking downwards and not the other way round, it will take a much longer time to get out of the shit hole you are in.

About the girl, mei xiu isnt it? Well, maybe you should ask a girl about this, but females are hard to understand creatures to us guys. She may act hot to you for this moment, and cold the other, which is totally illogical, from our point of view. Cool off her for the moment I will suggest. You have tried, its just that she do not appreciate it, maybe she will in the future, who will know. Anyway, she is now the one not trying to stay as friends with you. It takes two to clap. If she is going to be like this, because of one small incident, she is not worth it. Theres always a better girl around. Maybe not now, but definitely later.

I have just finished the Long Vacation Jap drama. (very nice series haha). Inside, there is this saying. Treat this period as a heaven sent long vacation for you. A period where you dont have to worry about anything (like the girl), a period where you dont have to push yourself (to do things for the girl), a period where you just let everything fall in place by themselves naturally ( slack lah!). Let off the excess baggage and I think you will feel much better.

This is a bit lame haha. Remember, above the dark clouds, the sky is always clear and sunny. Below the torrential waves, the sea is always blue and tranquil. This is my Hai Kuo Tian Kong.

posted by Kailun @ 12/08/2003 04:25:00 PM