Searching for my way of life ...

woot i spent more than 24 hours outside my home for the countdown at randy's place (punggol) and now back at my place (jurong east -.-)... well its was a nice day for me. thanks randy and his parents for being such great hosts. thank you all very much the dinner rox :D its was prawn noodles (i had 2 bowls) and some chicken wings (so delicious! i had 3!) ^^V!

after that we played mahjong till 1am :D, was watching the tv during the countdown ^^ jamie yeo was so o.o!!! chio!!! well thanks everyone who msged me happy new year. and happy new year to everyone yet again :D

yes i believed that everyone's mood is thinking bout 1stly wah lao school reopen liao, 2ndly wah lao work again -.- 3rd wah lao no more late nights -.- kekeke and all sorts of things waiting to be done. yep! that suxor, thats why to me we need to make use of our lives fully else its really a waste of time like wat randy described. Life is a waste of time if you dunno how to make use of it.

like wat adam king said (haha the commercial) "You only live once." ok and how should i make use of my precious(life)? im still not very sure bout that but i dun wanna waste my life acting as someone else in front of everyone. To just being myself, do wat i want to do and enjoy my freedom is the best way for me now. but its still "easier said than done". yes not many people can accept you for who you are. thats wat friends and buddies are for, they dont mind you being yourself rightz :D? (as long as you dont do bo liao things that hurt each other la) wat i mean by being myself is that you can say watever you want, laugh together and do watever you want. "Just Being Natural" is the key.

many a times im actually holding myself from saying wat i want cos i dont think the other person can accept it, or actually forcing myself to say or do something! thats making myself so uneasy. to actually find somebody which you can be yourself and that person being him/herself is very hard (i've saw many people who are very fake -.-)

"Find someone who you can be true to each other"

posted by Kailun @ 1/01/2004 07:33:00 PM