Just have to get going :\ Future Commando
well i think in a few days timeyes, dec 3rd :( im gonna pop and im gonna miss my sergeants my pc my current bunkmates and all in all in tekong :D unless i get posted back to sispec which isnt a bad idea after all i suppose. they say that sispec got more xiong training than ocs, but some say ocs more xiong. well guess i will leave it to fate, whether i end up in one or another theres gonna be benefits :D like jurong camp, super near, sispec will let me continue this tekong lifestyle :D so either im gonna be ok with it :Dsigh bout so many days nvr exercise lol thinking back, i was very lazy bout exercising but not now.. i kind of like it but still im very lazy cos no one to accompany me do exercises wahah! hope someone near my place can appear and preferbly someone sporty nuff that will jio me out for sports everyday :D
just like today, mx ask me if i got go out today not but then i've been going out from wed to sat and so today im gonna rest at home.. then after that i ask her to come jurong to ice skate la then she offer me an alternative instead which is going to hougang to swim.. wahah seriously i would really want to swim but now sorta lazy, she said she want to pass me my bday present also ... seems like a good idea but i think i will wait till i got the mood to go hougang ba.. cos HOUGANG super far.. maybe after 3rd of dec i will go back ngee ann and see my friends and shun bian get my gift from her :D also if i can , i will swim there .. dunno if my student card still can permit me go inside and swim not waha!
sigh... im such an INDECISIVE person as described in my horoscope. my POR POR mah mah habit should really change! in my mind thinking of a person, want to spend time with her but really not sure if thats really wat i want.... want to tell that person something but ended up doing nothing :\ i guess tats me... i really need to drown myself in sports so i can get away bah!
well now i just have to wait for my specs to come and then take one step at a time into the future and see wat i can be...
miss enrica(enrika) says that i m a dreamy person, yes i m dreamy cos i am running away from reality! weak yes? no i just dont know wat im doing sometimes.. :\ wish i really am a commando, being an elite, an alpha person. taking CONTROL over my life and knowing wat to do. someone help me? preferbly someone who can show me the way and make me come to my senses? BRING ME TO LIFE!
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