3rd Sergeant! Finally!
Gotten 3SG yesterday, its a super long day. It started with breakfast where i had to hand up my speech to MWO Ong and got teased because of the saying inside my speech "You can find a thousand reason why you cannot but you only need one reason why you can". He commented that he likes my speech as compared to the other 2 and i can clearly see that with the smile shown on his face when reading it. After that i did area cleaning which is washing the female toilet -.-, finally got to shut 3SG CHEN M Y inside the toilet when shes washing her hands wahahah! Every morning without fail, she would come at the same time in the morning while i am cleaning the toilet to wash her hands. Very annoying! budden now im having long break liaoz... no need to clean their DIRTY TOILET anymore :DGot my end of course interview, did very well for many subjects except few but got Merit award.
end of course interview is very stressful, need to answer so many questions and had to let MWO ONG knows whats going on in the course, from start to end of interview i keep being asked by him to become the course i.c. i tried so hard to change to PT i.c. but then in the end ordered to become course i.c. which means (saikang more saikang duty more duty responsibility more responsibility :\)
During the interview, i ask him if he is going to axe away karthig and karthig is very worried bout the matter. I told him that i have already spoken to karthig long ago and karthig has been showing lots of improvement as compared to last time and he deserves a second chance if he is going to axe him. Then he says he knows there is 2 groups in the course, one being the main political party and the other 4 are outcasted and it is happening like this because of ** and he wants to kick him out of the course. I tried so hard to persuade him once again not to do this cos i dont wanna lose a valuable coursemate/buddy( there are cases of people being kicked out of the course because of their attitude) but not very successful at that time :\ at the end of the interview i cannot reveal anything.
I didnt even eat my lunch and tea break, kept everything to myself and finally after we come back from lunch, i thought of the issue again how our coursemates playing politics with one another instead of helping each other we are backstabbing. People choosing to ignore problems instead of solving them and then everything just snowballs. 4 ppl in the course is badly affected in their peer appraisals because of this and then one buddy have to leave cos he is said to be masterminding the appraisals?
Everything in my world just breaks down and I just couldn't pull myself back up when I try to think of a solution but hovered over the problem instead :\ Tension builds up within me and there goes... tears. Cried till puffy eyes, everyone puzzled bout what happened. I didnt feel paiseh at all though lol cos i simply didnt care what ppl thinks, i just need an outlet to relieve myself and those tears just came naturally. But end of whole thing just made me felt calm but super thirsty and mentally quite drained. All of that happened in the rehearsal and i have to read my speech somemore -.- luckily its short, straight to point and simple. well thats all i want to write bout yesterday, everything else that happened later is plain tired saikang shit lol
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