Life? Sucks.. but not really.
Lots of things happened... some expected, some imaginable and some just happen out of a sudden. 1st thing wats expected? things just being so routine ... wake up , go work or class, weekend stay at home rot, heart wan to go clubbing and movie and wannna learn how to play keyboard but putting it aside for so long....some imaginable... like going for a car lesson, cos schdule so tight become can only learn in my dreams ? :D thinking of a certain somebody , if that person is fine. yes its of course a female, where she is doing well, wanted to go look for her and know more about herand share things with her but all seems so restricted! i just wanna YELL!!! i wanna tell her somethings which pops up my mind again and again. I m selfish,i want things to happen i want her to know... but i duno wats the effect after it.. whether it will turn better or turn cold. thats wat withdrew the person in me. making me a poker face? just cant show my true feelings.. argh! lol i made this look like a high school boy tale. budden wat can i do leh?i feel so balless lol maybe someday when i m more confident bout myself then go find myself again , unveal wats in me.
and then finally things thats unimaginable like ... ppl beside u being in ad situations but ya cant really do anything to it and so on so forth... like suddenly im so interested in making $$$ thru unit trusts, stocks... and wanna buy car lol life is jsut so unpredictable , interesting yet boring, wonderful yet so ugly, fun yet so tiring... i guess its just me... maybe no? somebody else might be worse? mememe so evil. anyway ppl have feelings, ppl are selfish, evil and have all sorts.. being in an ugly world is just about survival and making it not affecting your wonderful life in mind. ok thats all for my ramblings nonsensical watever.... just feeling bored . Saya berasa bosan dan mahu tulis article ini untuk dia bacaan kepada saya tahu " SAYA CINTA KAMU!" just so simple :P
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