the struggle
feeling sux, keep tossing and turning in bed. images of her sleeping soundly beside me on my bed keep coming up again and again. feeling lost and angry at myself. why do things turn out like this?!i cant even bear to look at her things anymore... its worse than all other feelings i've felt before. feelings so intense , so uncontrollable. putting a smile in front of peers and parents, it just seem so impossible, my body language and my words will just give me away.
all my meals just sux. even when the food tastes great, the feeling that im feeling just takes it all away. i cant eat , i cant eat i cant eat!!! i cannot enjoy anything! basically everything sux.
i cant do anything now, i wait till im going crazy. change is constant, and this time its getting me fast and hitting me hard. i cant call cant sms her. im struggling. help me.
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