Sunday, October 09, 2005

TOMORO IS FREEDOM!! BABY!

wahaaha finally after so many months of TORTURE, exhaustion, scoldings, arrowings, politics, grilling, mental stresses, lifelessness... tomoro is the new phase! 1 week of rest :D and back to 8 to 5 NO NEED TO STAY IN ANYMORE !! wow its been 1 yr 2 months since i was enlisted and "JAILED" in camp lol YES LA! finally :D

i hate STEC's life, i HATE the POLITICS! I feel weird cos my 21st bday was a mixture of events very messed up and i wanted to hold at a chalet initially but when i see everyone also chalet, everyone also treat ppl eat i decide to have something different which is... "Don't celebrate?" haha maybe i am just too tired to think bout where to go, wat to do and then just goes along with anything that happened, yes my course mates think im stingy or wat for not treating them to anything when im their course i.c., when everyone is treating ppl during their bdays. when they wanted to have fun :D, thing is that im REALLY TIGHT, cannot treat ppl for now ... sorry guys :\ haha , but i remembered i proposed that we go chiong and dexin and i treat all that is coming some drinks? anyway theres still plenty of chances for me to treat... only too bad for those that don't drink wahahah! i do remember spending a bomb in treatin my poly friends :P ...coursemates, primary school friends and sec school friends :X see how lorz

MY LIFE... SO TIRED... DUNNO WAT I WANT TO MAKE MYSELF COMPLETE! THINGS ARE GOING SO FAST FOR ME NOW THAT THE COMING 1 WEEK holiday is just nice for me to rest :D studies, responsiblity, family, friends, promises, games and myself... wat i want? wat i can do? my lost time for swimming, badminton, music, sleep, movies and MORE HOBBIES TO keep myself fresh to enjoy my life...

wat can i do for myself? wat kind of life am i leading now? am i better now or in the past? why is it that everyone expects me to be kind to them when they are actually being mean to me? or why am i being mean to ppl who are nice to me and nice to ppl who are mean to me? hahaha i feel that everything is in chaos? i seriously need a break cos i find that u only need 1 or 2 ppl to make ur life miserable. CHEERS TO MY FREEDOM!

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