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posted by Kailun @ 7/27/2004 09:43:00 PM 0 comments

My nick

N}ght^Ef (")V Life is like a game of chess, every move counts and each move give different results

posted by Kailun @ 7/27/2004 05:22:00 PM 0 comments

Its 5 am...

I couldnt sleep yet again after knowing something that i've guessed has came true. yes its something terrible. But time after time, disappointment after disappointment, i've become numb but yet theres still a bit in me that couldnt take it. reminded me of that day which i woke up and wrote something for her in the card i've bought for her (card was torn by edward -.- in IHP room months ago)

well think and think and think after that came up with this,

" If you can't bear it on your shoulders,  share it"

posted by Kailun @ 7/22/2004 05:00:00 AM 0 comments

Something Interesting!

Most of the women I interviewed who’d engaged in extra-relationship affairs claimed that they were lured to the charms of another because their partners seemed to have lost interest in them. The pleasure of having the undivided attention and adoration of another man was too great of temptation to resist

posted by Kailun @ 7/10/2004 01:19:00 AM 0 comments

PHILOSOPHY TIME!

It takes 2 hands to clap, 1 hand to slap.

-Kailun, July 07 2004 1:34 am

posted by Kailun @ 7/07/2004 01:34:00 AM 0 comments

Once upon a time,there lived an ant and a grasshopper.

The grasshopper
does
nothing else but jump around and play.
On the other hand, the ant is so hardworking, looking for food all day
long
and store them in it's nest.
Looking at his hardworking friend working so hard, the grasshopper ask,
"Hey, Ant! U dun have to relax ah? Always busy one. Come and play
with me
lah.
"To which the ant replied, "I can't, i have to store all these
food."
"Haiyah! Relax lah. Why u bother storing all these food? When u
hungry den
go find lah." the grasshopper told the ant again.
"Eh,cannot lah. I have to standby for the coming winter season.Then I
no
need to panick mah. I think u oso must standby u know." the ant
telling
his friend.
"Where got time...I go play better. U wanna store food u go ahead lah.
I continue playing ok.. bye!" And hop goes the grasshopper.
The Ant is a hardworking guy... oops i mean insect. Not like the
grasshopper who is so lazy. And so as days, weeks, months go by,the
winter
still has not come yet but the ant is still seen searching and storing
food.
The two friends happen to meet again. "Hey Ant! U stil haven't
finished
storing food? Last time all the food all go where?
So fast finish ah?" asked grasshopper.
"I got keep but all overdue liao. So cannot eat anymore. All because
winter not here yet. Now i have to go and look for new food." sighed
the
ant.
"But ant ah.. U dun mind i ask ah.. Did u ever have a thought that
Singapore
where got winter?" ask the grasshopper again.
"AHHHH????!!!!!" the ant was shocked!

THE END.

The moral of the story is whatever u do better think properly 1st.Dun
anyhow
hantam only... :)
Sometimes we go too busy in life and following our routine too tightly
but most importantly, work towards where you wanna go in your life,
what is it that you want, what isit that you REALLY want, what's your
dream,
is what you are doing now moving towards your dream ? If it's not, dun
just
keep on working hard n keep on hantam only just because someone in your
life
told you that this is the way and just because everyone is doing it !!
Dun keep on working hard with no direction ....... focus in the
direction
of your life not your work but your life.
Plan your life, Live life cool ~~~~ ^_^

posted by Kailun @ 7/06/2004 09:10:00 PM 0 comments

:) happy !!

well i think im going to recover from the love sickness liao!! going to be ready to embrace the bright and promising future :D so happy to finally overcome all the sadness and everything! thanks my friends for the help and support they have given me, namely orcy, swirl, zhong, justin, sean, weiqing, teckheng, edward, larry(?),tammy,alicia jiejie, jack and many more bah i think :D thanks for ur help !! ^^

posted by Kailun @ 7/05/2004 10:19:00 PM 0 comments

George Michael - Amazing

I was mixed up when you came to me
Too broke to fix
Said 'daddy get you gone, I'm missing my baby'
Still missing my baby

I was stitched up by the hands of fate
Said how you gonna make it on your own
If luck is a lady ?
Maybe luck is a lady

I was going down for the third time
My heart was broken, I was not open to your suggestions
I had so many questions
That you just kissed away

Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
The way that love can set you free

So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my saviour would come
I think it's amazing
I think it's amazing

I think you're amazing

You tried to save me from myself
Said 'Darling, kiss as many as you want!
My love's still available
And I know you're insatiable'

We're like victims of the same disease
Look at your Big Bad Daddy, and your mom
And your mom...was always acting crazy

I was going down for the third time
My heart was broken, I though that loving you was out of the question
Then I saw my reflection
Saying please don't let this go

Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
The way love can set you free

So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my saviour would come
I think it's amazing
I think you're amazing

Celebrate the love of the one you're with

Celebrate, this life with you baby
I think you should celebrate yeah
Don't put your love in chains baby
No no, walk in the midday sun
I though I was dreaming
I think it's amazing
I think you're amazing

I said celebrate the love of the one you're with

As this life gets colder
And the devil inside
Tells you to give up

----

Very nice song which i want to share with u all :D

posted by Kailun @ 7/03/2004 08:10:00 PM 0 comments

Have u seen the light?

:) after those dreams i had, after those visions i had, i have to accept that reality isnt gonna turn out well like it did in my dreams and visions. Simply the truth is ugly, and very very hideous indeed. Ever since i started blogging, it is to let me speak out wats been bottled inside me, all the pain and the agony that i couldnt find anyone to really talk to which leaves me the choice which is to blog.

Now it is, something which had been troubling me for so long and making me sick and very very tired is finally coming to an end. After speaking to many friends, asking for their opinions and listening to their point of views i've finally came through and stepped into another world now which is much more promising and more bright than it was for me when i was pining hopes on a senseless dream.

I m glad that one of my friends justin pointed out regarding the matter that i must be clear about the needs and wants in a relationship and she is under emotionalism. Where needs come from the heart and wants coming from ur mind. :) finally a long entry in such a long time :X thanks to all the friends that helped :D I really appreciated it ^^

posted by Kailun @ 7/03/2004 01:08:00 PM 0 comments

Some PHILOSHOPHY MILO.

Loving you doesnt mean have to be with you, being with you doesnt mean loving you

in another words, Love doesnt mean being together and being together doesnt mean love.

lalalala all these thoughts came to me just b4 i went to sleep sigh im so bored.

posted by Kailun @ 7/02/2004 02:20:00 AM 0 comments