Searching for my way of life ...
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
warning: this post is full of vulgarities pls skip -.-
omg after writing the previous post i was plannin to set off to randy's place but saw full metal alchemist download finish so didnt want to go off and wants to watch it first. Guess wat? episode 7 of full metal alchemist is a sick show.
wtf the story says about some father using his wife and daughter and combine a dog to each of them to become 2 hybird monsters so as to claim credit for his actions by making the first animal that could speak and understand language. wah lao eh this is freaking sicko show lor to think that i intro it to my sister. i decide to delete it liao and not let my sis touch this kind of stupid and sick show.
okok its a simple cartoon but the idea is real damn bloody hentai stuff. kns man tis kind of anime yuks yuk yuks puiz! if im the main charactor i will whack that father till his teeth come out and send him to hell to burn in eternity. really gay shit stuff! KNSKNSKNSKNSKNSKNSKNS!!!!
omg after writing the previous post i was plannin to set off to randy's place but saw full metal alchemist download finish so didnt want to go off and wants to watch it first. Guess wat? episode 7 of full metal alchemist is a sick show.
wtf the story says about some father using his wife and daughter and combine a dog to each of them to become 2 hybird monsters so as to claim credit for his actions by making the first animal that could speak and understand language. wah lao eh this is freaking sicko show lor to think that i intro it to my sister. i decide to delete it liao and not let my sis touch this kind of stupid and sick show.
okok its a simple cartoon but the idea is real damn bloody hentai stuff. kns man tis kind of anime yuks yuk yuks puiz! if im the main charactor i will whack that father till his teeth come out and send him to hell to burn in eternity. really gay shit stuff! KNSKNSKNSKNSKNSKNSKNS!!!!
yoz New year's EVE! omg its EVE! :D time passes quickly and hello 2004! im coming and dont miss me yr 2003 :P
ok nuff bullshit :D anyway i have to tell those who are reading my blog that its very crappy blog but i like it :D to me, blog is a place where you just write wat you feel. so i just write watever i like watever i want here :D its a sense of freedom to me. a place where you can just "FREE YOUR MIND!!" yes! ^^
im feeling so happy and excited today cos later going randy's place and continue our toking cock session with zero(weihaN), shiwei( orcy), randy(swirl), zhong(pred), jiawen(nehneh) and who else ^^? nehmind! its so rox man to find a few buddies where we can sit down and be ourselves relax and just kaobei here and there with one another.
yes this is roxor, know each other through online gaming in clan GD( genesis of destruction aka good dog) lol like i said, our bond has strengthened over 2 yrs. lots of arguements and fun together makes us a very solid group :D we know it and we love it! ^^ thank god for the outing yesterday.
well to everyone who saw this post: "Happy New Year Pull Your Ear." ^^V! muahaha
ok nuff bullshit :D anyway i have to tell those who are reading my blog that its very crappy blog but i like it :D to me, blog is a place where you just write wat you feel. so i just write watever i like watever i want here :D its a sense of freedom to me. a place where you can just "FREE YOUR MIND!!" yes! ^^
im feeling so happy and excited today cos later going randy's place and continue our toking cock session with zero(weihaN), shiwei( orcy), randy(swirl), zhong(pred), jiawen(nehneh) and who else ^^? nehmind! its so rox man to find a few buddies where we can sit down and be ourselves relax and just kaobei here and there with one another.
yes this is roxor, know each other through online gaming in clan GD( genesis of destruction aka good dog) lol like i said, our bond has strengthened over 2 yrs. lots of arguements and fun together makes us a very solid group :D we know it and we love it! ^^ thank god for the outing yesterday.
well to everyone who saw this post: "Happy New Year Pull Your Ear." ^^V! muahaha
My Wish list for 2004:
1. to complete my book of Build environment on Human psychology -.- forced to read this bull.
2. Get long vacation vcd or dvd to watch it again. (yes i like this very very very much nvr miss it last time when it was showing in channel 8 ^^V!)
3. Have an Enjoyable and Happy life for 2004 :D
4. Know More bout National Service so that i have a better idea to go where for NS.
5. more blood donations (Money cant buy life, but blood can save a life)
6. wish my family have a nice chinese new year :P
1. to complete my book of Build environment on Human psychology -.- forced to read this bull.
2. Get long vacation vcd or dvd to watch it again. (yes i like this very very very much nvr miss it last time when it was showing in channel 8 ^^V!)
3. Have an Enjoyable and Happy life for 2004 :D
4. Know More bout National Service so that i have a better idea to go where for NS.
5. more blood donations (Money cant buy life, but blood can save a life)
6. wish my family have a nice chinese new year :P
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
woot woot, School of rox is a GOOD movie, you can see that the main actor really knows how to act in the whole show. His facial expression in the whole show is very hilarious. Top Notch Movie, you dun wana miss this one trust me :D.
ok just found out another siao friend which is ANdre! he watched this movie for the 2nd time today and is gonna watch it again tomoro!! OMG !? well actually he got motive one kekeke. (shhh)
actually today we met at tiong bahru plaza after tat orcy and weihan had mcdonalds and we waited for patrick and jean. Jean was like so shy dunno wat to say just sit down there blur blur and smile smile. after that bought some popcorn and drinks, sat next to jean and jean sat next to shiwei :D.. hmm!! not bad they look more like a couple :D too bad they couldnt see themselves :D they got the Wife and husband look sia.
ok enough teasing bout Jean, not bad sia she can go all the way to orchard and watch movie :D really good friend, SHUO de DAO, ZHuo de DAO. salute! hmm dunno if she reach home liao not, now sms her see see. (this is wat gentleman should do :D) wah lao eh my sis using my phone now -.-
hmm today just started watching full metal alchemist. dunno if its really that nice not. lalala, had an enjoyable time just now when having ice kachang with randy, shiwei, weihan, andre and patrick. woot today is a nice day, its really hard and rare to get so many people together :D feeling very happy. long time no get together liao :D
p.s. im baka i tot gwen is 1986 :D
ok just found out another siao friend which is ANdre! he watched this movie for the 2nd time today and is gonna watch it again tomoro!! OMG !? well actually he got motive one kekeke. (shhh)
actually today we met at tiong bahru plaza after tat orcy and weihan had mcdonalds and we waited for patrick and jean. Jean was like so shy dunno wat to say just sit down there blur blur and smile smile. after that bought some popcorn and drinks, sat next to jean and jean sat next to shiwei :D.. hmm!! not bad they look more like a couple :D too bad they couldnt see themselves :D they got the Wife and husband look sia.
ok enough teasing bout Jean, not bad sia she can go all the way to orchard and watch movie :D really good friend, SHUO de DAO, ZHuo de DAO. salute! hmm dunno if she reach home liao not, now sms her see see. (this is wat gentleman should do :D) wah lao eh my sis using my phone now -.-
hmm today just started watching full metal alchemist. dunno if its really that nice not. lalala, had an enjoyable time just now when having ice kachang with randy, shiwei, weihan, andre and patrick. woot today is a nice day, its really hard and rare to get so many people together :D feeling very happy. long time no get together liao :D
p.s. im baka i tot gwen is 1986 :D
yoz going off to tiong bahru plaza in a while :D to watch school of rock. Ju-On2 cancelled partly becos its hard to find a place where its screening Ju-On2 and gay shiwei say he dun want to go watch ju-on cos he rather go home play undead in warcraft3 and scare himself with undead. lol jokes?
then later finally confirmed with randy that plaza singapura and town area dun have school of rock and then we decided to go to tiong bahru plaza. guess wat? sean say he got phobia cos last time studying there go to tiong bahru plaza until he sian liao and there got some bad memories. wtf he say like he encounter ghost in tiong bahru plaza before haha. that was the most gu niang and ridiculous excuse for not going to a place to watch movie hahaha.
called randy and then randy tell me that sean's excuse is very jokes, he say might as well dont live in singapore cos got bad memories here go migrate to other countries better haha.
well time to go and if theres anymore jokes that happened i will write and share with you all :D tata
p.s. Oh my god, why are my friends so funny! :D
then later finally confirmed with randy that plaza singapura and town area dun have school of rock and then we decided to go to tiong bahru plaza. guess wat? sean say he got phobia cos last time studying there go to tiong bahru plaza until he sian liao and there got some bad memories. wtf he say like he encounter ghost in tiong bahru plaza before haha. that was the most gu niang and ridiculous excuse for not going to a place to watch movie hahaha.
called randy and then randy tell me that sean's excuse is very jokes, he say might as well dont live in singapore cos got bad memories here go migrate to other countries better haha.
well time to go and if theres anymore jokes that happened i will write and share with you all :D tata
p.s. Oh my god, why are my friends so funny! :D
Monday, December 29, 2003
hello everybody for those who are thinking of doing a good deed this coming year other than donating to the Charity Show lai join me to donate blood ok? not joking -.-
further info is www.donorweb.org/donatenow.htm
or u can go to www.hsa.gov.sg/donorcare to make an online appointment for blood donation.
the following dates are available:
4th Jan(sunday) at Singapore Sindhi Association at Tanjong Katong till 3.30pm
11th Jan(sunday) at St.Paul's Church Upper Serangoon Road till 2pm and
15th jan (thursday) Red Cross House Penang Lane At Haw Par Hall lv 2 till 4pm
btw im A+ blood type and Donated 2 times. this is my 3rd turn if interested pls tell me i m finding company to donate blood. erm donating blood doesnt hurt its very er xin at first but after you donate you will say "hey thats all i can donate? lol"
further info is www.donorweb.org/donatenow.htm
or u can go to www.hsa.gov.sg/donorcare to make an online appointment for blood donation.
the following dates are available:
4th Jan(sunday) at Singapore Sindhi Association at Tanjong Katong till 3.30pm
11th Jan(sunday) at St.Paul's Church Upper Serangoon Road till 2pm and
15th jan (thursday) Red Cross House Penang Lane At Haw Par Hall lv 2 till 4pm
btw im A+ blood type and Donated 2 times. this is my 3rd turn if interested pls tell me i m finding company to donate blood. erm donating blood doesnt hurt its very er xin at first but after you donate you will say "hey thats all i can donate? lol"
woot woot! today hmm... woke up at bout 8am then struggle to wake up till 830am. after that each school bout 9:11am. then surf net then time for lesson and no one call me !!! haiz :( nehmind, after that attended juliet tan's lesson. Not bad learnt something from the lesson its about the books, wat to include in a report.
after the lesson i went home after a drink at canteen 3. got to know from jean tat we are going to watch Ju-On2 with sean tomoro, after much discussing with her we decided to meet 7pm at plaza singapura. aiya sianz very sianz today. but believe will get better!
ok now i intro u all one song that i like( actually only the chorus) its by savage garden - tears of pearls...
"All these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearl devotions we keep locked away from all the world"
Savage Garden - Tears Of Pearls
And we stare each other down like victims in the grind
Probing all the weakness and hurt still left behind and we cry
The tears of pearls
We do it. Oh we do it.
Is love really the tragedy the way you might describe?
Or would a thousand lovers still leave you cold inside?
Make you cry...
These tears of pearls
All these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearl devotions we keep locked away from all the world
Your kisses are like pearls, so different and so rare
But anger stole the jewels away and love has left you bare,
Made you cry...
These tears of pearls
Well I could be the tired joker pour my heart to get you in
Sacrifice my happiness just so I could win
Maybe cry...
These tears of pearls
All these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearls devotions we keep locked away from all the world
We twist and turn where angels burn
Like fallen soldiers we will learn
That once forgotten, twice removed
Love will be the death...
The death of you
All these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearls devotions we keep locked away from all the world
p.s. " ReAcH hIgH fOr ThE sTaRs LiE hIdDeN iN yOuR sOuL DrEaM dEeP,FoR eVeRy DrEaM pReCeDeS tHe GoAL"
after the lesson i went home after a drink at canteen 3. got to know from jean tat we are going to watch Ju-On2 with sean tomoro, after much discussing with her we decided to meet 7pm at plaza singapura. aiya sianz very sianz today. but believe will get better!
ok now i intro u all one song that i like( actually only the chorus) its by savage garden - tears of pearls...
"All these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearl devotions we keep locked away from all the world"
Savage Garden - Tears Of Pearls
And we stare each other down like victims in the grind
Probing all the weakness and hurt still left behind and we cry
The tears of pearls
We do it. Oh we do it.
Is love really the tragedy the way you might describe?
Or would a thousand lovers still leave you cold inside?
Make you cry...
These tears of pearls
All these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearl devotions we keep locked away from all the world
Your kisses are like pearls, so different and so rare
But anger stole the jewels away and love has left you bare,
Made you cry...
These tears of pearls
Well I could be the tired joker pour my heart to get you in
Sacrifice my happiness just so I could win
Maybe cry...
These tears of pearls
All these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearls devotions we keep locked away from all the world
We twist and turn where angels burn
Like fallen soldiers we will learn
That once forgotten, twice removed
Love will be the death...
The death of you
All these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearls devotions we keep locked away from all the world
p.s. " ReAcH hIgH fOr ThE sTaRs LiE hIdDeN iN yOuR sOuL DrEaM dEeP,FoR eVeRy DrEaM pReCeDeS tHe GoAL"
Sunday, December 28, 2003
*No one blames you for who you are?*
something which makes me think if its true not when it came cross my mind. hmm not really sure.
if you are friendly, ok...
if you like to scold vulgarities, ok...
if you like are illiterate, ok...
if you dont feel like talking, ok...
if you dont wanna care, ok...
Just be Yourself? yes? no? Just dont go overboard. o.o
something which makes me think if its true not when it came cross my mind. hmm not really sure.
if you are friendly, ok...
if you like to scold vulgarities, ok...
if you like are illiterate, ok...
if you dont feel like talking, ok...
if you dont wanna care, ok...
Just be Yourself? yes? no? Just dont go overboard. o.o
o.o = eyes looking or simply staring at blank space
normally used when i blur out or day dreaming.
-.- = unhappy
normally used when i blur out or day dreaming.
-.- = unhappy
ok woke up with a flu today -.-, terribly cold nighT! after that went online n later went for breakfast. downloaded naruto eps 64, then vacuumed the place, after just when i was ready to storm orcy's place, my dad ask me to help clean the bathroom and paint it -.- super dirty man the bathroom sewage pipes on top, all covered with dust omg! got spiders somemore. anyway cleaned the 2 bathrooms and painted 1 :( but got a reward of $10 to go out :D
okok, after that called orcy and when on bus he was like "wtf? u really coming my place?" then i bo chap storm his place :D ok reached his place ordered some chicken rice, then went up and his father opened the door, and that orcy was bathing. woot woot! lol sai likes to bath very much!!.
after that sai and i went to keith's place after some games of need for speed underground (gosu game). realise that its near kembangan and super ulu. but after that took cab and was very amazed by his place. its a mansion! to be exact a landed property known as bangalow is it? why im property student but i bochap lol anyway after entering the place, i got a "warm" welcome by gwen which made my hair even spikier she just gave me a "boo" that made my eyes and heart jump out sia. duH! nice one gwen next time my turn k?
anyway went for a tour round the house and keith showed us around. really nice place woot woot. looks like keith is the 3rd friend i have which lives in this kinda place o.o but his is much much bigger. woot mahjong at 2nd story, pool table & gym at the 3rd woot! solid place. i would study better in this kind of environment *grins*
after that was caught by gwen when i was singing a song, gana pillowed by her when i was watching someone playing war3. yes i was shocked to gana a surprise attack o.o next time must keep a look out liao lol else may left me paralysed haha
ok the party is nice nuff to have pizza! :D loved the chilli pizza(dunno the name! omg) budden the only sad thing is that the songs orcy bought couldnt be played else it would be roxor! after that had some games and left for home liao. nice place, wanted to stay overnight but promised dad to come home early. so bo bian. went to mrt station and realised that last train left mins ago. ahhhh!!!! then nvrmind went to take bus with orcy and took bus 2 and transfer to bus 197 back home (woot heng ah) thats all for the day liao ^^
p.s. orcy, jean and mx's sis tells me not to bother bout mx anymore cos no point continuing if she gives this kind of attitude. dont know wat to do -.-
okok, after that called orcy and when on bus he was like "wtf? u really coming my place?" then i bo chap storm his place :D ok reached his place ordered some chicken rice, then went up and his father opened the door, and that orcy was bathing. woot woot! lol sai likes to bath very much!!.
after that sai and i went to keith's place after some games of need for speed underground (gosu game). realise that its near kembangan and super ulu. but after that took cab and was very amazed by his place. its a mansion! to be exact a landed property known as bangalow is it? why im property student but i bochap lol anyway after entering the place, i got a "warm" welcome by gwen which made my hair even spikier she just gave me a "boo" that made my eyes and heart jump out sia. duH! nice one gwen next time my turn k?
anyway went for a tour round the house and keith showed us around. really nice place woot woot. looks like keith is the 3rd friend i have which lives in this kinda place o.o but his is much much bigger. woot mahjong at 2nd story, pool table & gym at the 3rd woot! solid place. i would study better in this kind of environment *grins*
after that was caught by gwen when i was singing a song, gana pillowed by her when i was watching someone playing war3. yes i was shocked to gana a surprise attack o.o next time must keep a look out liao lol else may left me paralysed haha
ok the party is nice nuff to have pizza! :D loved the chilli pizza(dunno the name! omg) budden the only sad thing is that the songs orcy bought couldnt be played else it would be roxor! after that had some games and left for home liao. nice place, wanted to stay overnight but promised dad to come home early. so bo bian. went to mrt station and realised that last train left mins ago. ahhhh!!!! then nvrmind went to take bus with orcy and took bus 2 and transfer to bus 197 back home (woot heng ah) thats all for the day liao ^^
p.s. orcy, jean and mx's sis tells me not to bother bout mx anymore cos no point continuing if she gives this kind of attitude. dont know wat to do -.-
Saturday, December 27, 2003
woot i saw a friendster msg saying that i yandao and ask me to add her wtf :D ok but i added her anyways since she complimented me.. got prove ok lol
very shiok man, i luv friendster. thanks friendster!! lol im so vain. ok nuff bhb for me :pPp
bhb = bway hiao bai (full of praises for oneself)
very shiok man, i luv friendster. thanks friendster!! lol im so vain. ok nuff bhb for me :pPp
bhb = bway hiao bai (full of praises for oneself)
a very old song which i like since primary school days i think :D. heard this song when im in chinatown buying my kongfu shirt today and decide to go home and find. here are the lyrics enjoy...
Eruption - One Way Ticket
Album: Leave A Light
mmmm… oohhhh … yeea yeea yeaah
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket to the blues.
Choo choo train
tuckin' down the track
gotta travel on it
never comin' back
ooh
ooh got a one way ticket to the blues.
Bye bye love
my babe is leavin' me
now lonely tear drops are all that I can see.
Ooh
ooh
got a one way ticket to the blues
gonna take a trip to lonesome town
gonna stay at heartbreak hotel.
A fool such as I A fool such as I
There never was
I cry my tears away.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket to the blues.
Choo choo train
tuckin' down the track
gotta travel on it
never comin' back
ooh
ooh got a one way ticket to the blues.
Gotta go on
gotta truck on
got a one way ticket to the blues.
I gotta take a trip to lonesome town
gonna stay at heartbreak hotel
ooh
a fool such as I a fool such as I
there never was I cry my tears away.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket to the blues.
Choo choo train
tuckin' down the track
gotta travel on it
never comin' back
ooh yeah yeah yeah
ooh got a one way ticket to the blues.
Got my ticket...
there is no way you can deny it
I see that you're oh so sad
Eruption - One Way Ticket
Album: Leave A Light
mmmm… oohhhh … yeea yeea yeaah
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket to the blues.
Choo choo train
tuckin' down the track
gotta travel on it
never comin' back
ooh
ooh got a one way ticket to the blues.
Bye bye love
my babe is leavin' me
now lonely tear drops are all that I can see.
Ooh
ooh
got a one way ticket to the blues
gonna take a trip to lonesome town
gonna stay at heartbreak hotel.
A fool such as I A fool such as I
There never was
I cry my tears away.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket to the blues.
Choo choo train
tuckin' down the track
gotta travel on it
never comin' back
ooh
ooh got a one way ticket to the blues.
Gotta go on
gotta truck on
got a one way ticket to the blues.
I gotta take a trip to lonesome town
gonna stay at heartbreak hotel
ooh
a fool such as I a fool such as I
there never was I cry my tears away.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket
one way ticket.
One way ticket to the blues.
Choo choo train
tuckin' down the track
gotta travel on it
never comin' back
ooh yeah yeah yeah
ooh got a one way ticket to the blues.
Got my ticket...
there is no way you can deny it
I see that you're oh so sad
Friday, December 26, 2003
woah!!! today best day... outdoor from 11am to 11pm. wow!!! solid walk until pi gu kai hua. :D at the start of day gana scolded by mum cos she wanna go create a new passport cos expired and i promised to wake up early. after being called 2 times, i was struggling to get up. as u can guess the 3rd time = super shout by mum to get up else will get whacked by her liao :D.
okok then i finally get up and fall in after brushing and dressing up. guess wat? she havent prepare herself to go out -.- then i lan lan sit at the sofa and day dream till she ready.
okok after we set off, we went to jurong east and ate my breakfast, i ordered some dou hua and then guess wat? its plain, no sugar syrup at all -.- (mr.bean touhua nvr add sugar syrup!!!) then nvrmind finished it anyway.
after that waited for my mum and auntie at the mrt control station cos i go top up farecard n they went to toilet. saw a 80% mx resemblance girl wooo... (sad)
after tat reached china town, went shopping round and bought a chinese kongfu shirt(lol, not really sure wat it is called) then saw a brand of jeans at CK departmental store called "mXâ„¢" wow!!!(sad)
after chinatown we went orchard to buy the domanchi shirt i like very much :D at X² centrepoint. then waiting for that sbs no. 7 for 40 mins!! omg still havent come in the end took mrt to bugis and that bus 7 went pass us when we walking to somerset mrt wth.. -.- i was niaoed(nagged) by my mum and auntie while waiting :(
ok reached bugis after, went to look for my primary school friends for dinner. saw weichang, keeyu, kelly, amanda, zhixiong and junjie. looks like its lifetime buddies with them liao :D
then after that walk walk see see in bugis and finally b4 i return home another mx resemblance appeared pass me. but was with bf. man am i tired or wat? im not having visions but see so many mx in 1 day makes me wonder if i can recover from this quickly not :( hey god gimme a break ok?
p.s. happy new yr everyone.. hope the new year will be better for me and all.
tomoro is cosplay event of the year at expo and also keith's dsd meeting. well.. 0.0
okok then i finally get up and fall in after brushing and dressing up. guess wat? she havent prepare herself to go out -.- then i lan lan sit at the sofa and day dream till she ready.
okok after we set off, we went to jurong east and ate my breakfast, i ordered some dou hua and then guess wat? its plain, no sugar syrup at all -.- (mr.bean touhua nvr add sugar syrup!!!) then nvrmind finished it anyway.
after that waited for my mum and auntie at the mrt control station cos i go top up farecard n they went to toilet. saw a 80% mx resemblance girl wooo... (sad)
after tat reached china town, went shopping round and bought a chinese kongfu shirt(lol, not really sure wat it is called) then saw a brand of jeans at CK departmental store called "mXâ„¢" wow!!!(sad)
after chinatown we went orchard to buy the domanchi shirt i like very much :D at X² centrepoint. then waiting for that sbs no. 7 for 40 mins!! omg still havent come in the end took mrt to bugis and that bus 7 went pass us when we walking to somerset mrt wth.. -.- i was niaoed(nagged) by my mum and auntie while waiting :(
ok reached bugis after, went to look for my primary school friends for dinner. saw weichang, keeyu, kelly, amanda, zhixiong and junjie. looks like its lifetime buddies with them liao :D
then after that walk walk see see in bugis and finally b4 i return home another mx resemblance appeared pass me. but was with bf. man am i tired or wat? im not having visions but see so many mx in 1 day makes me wonder if i can recover from this quickly not :( hey god gimme a break ok?
p.s. happy new yr everyone.. hope the new year will be better for me and all.
tomoro is cosplay event of the year at expo and also keith's dsd meeting. well.. 0.0
Thursday, December 25, 2003
woah !!! yesterday's christmas at orchard was a shocking experience haha ok lets start ...
after meeting sean, renhe and raymond at bukit panjang plaza. sean took yining's key and made a new one for her as her key was twisted like WOW!!! we went to yining's place later and found out that she actually lives in a 4 room apartment but theres only 2-3 person staying there. nice place!!! oh i accidently broke a cup there :( sorry yining will get u a new one worz ^^
after that had some mala steamboat but i was looking for some toufu. cos malaxiangdoufu rox. budden dont haf :( nvrmind just eat la :D had an enjoyable dinner with all. then we set off to orchard.
met with orcy(sai) and nyehnyeh lol. both with oakley specs!! not bad! $400+ per spec. luckily i got gosu(powerful) eyes which is best of best no need specs! :D thank god. then we did nothing at shawhouse until 12am. and thanks nyeh for that lemon tea!. to my astonishment, florence came to greet me merrychristmas out of nowhere. lol still as lively and cheerful as usual !! ^^ very cute reallly look lot like olive now :PpP
orchard was super duper crowded by then, after which i got to know from sean that we are going to cineleisure for a movie after that we(orcy, nyeh and 1 friend) set off to cineleisure. shiok man so many ppl, on the way we saw one auntie gana slapped by an indian cos that indian spray her face with that snowspray, then the auntie not happy use her shoe to whack that indian, the indian then bway tahan gave her a bear slap, wah the whole face covered by tat hand sia. the indian is bout 1.7m tall and is very big size. poor auntie wanted to call the police but the indian just continued walking and was lost in the crowd. besides the indian is in a group lor. the auntie can only lan lan(do nothing).
we continued to cineleisure and was quite amused by that incident (nyeh keep claiming that he had the best view of the whole incident, live telecast and can be reporter) , but i mean the auntie also too xialan la, use shoe to whack ppl during christmas and whack such a tall and big size indian, really pity her but couldnt do anything. really la, along orchard road lots of indian spray the can like insecticides and we are the bugs liao lor. all covered with snow -.-
the smell is like wtf?! haha heng 1 yr 1 time. but wait!? wat if the indians come to orchard and happy new year and spray again? -.-
woot after that found that theres no good movies, went to long john to rest and had some fries, my friends came and meet us for KTV, after that left nyeh and orcy cos they not interested. oops tata then then proceeded to cuppage and had ktv, $22 gonez. :(
went home at 6:20+am. conclusion of the day, indians like christmas very much. ^^V!
p.s. rebecca sent me The wonders- that thing you do.mp3 which i sang in ktv without me asking .. strange isnt it ? wat a coincidence 0.0 seriously why i sang that song in ktv im not rally sure too cos i just happen to see it then try to sing lor. o.o
after meeting sean, renhe and raymond at bukit panjang plaza. sean took yining's key and made a new one for her as her key was twisted like WOW!!! we went to yining's place later and found out that she actually lives in a 4 room apartment but theres only 2-3 person staying there. nice place!!! oh i accidently broke a cup there :( sorry yining will get u a new one worz ^^
after that had some mala steamboat but i was looking for some toufu. cos malaxiangdoufu rox. budden dont haf :( nvrmind just eat la :D had an enjoyable dinner with all. then we set off to orchard.
met with orcy(sai) and nyehnyeh lol. both with oakley specs!! not bad! $400+ per spec. luckily i got gosu(powerful) eyes which is best of best no need specs! :D thank god. then we did nothing at shawhouse until 12am. and thanks nyeh for that lemon tea!. to my astonishment, florence came to greet me merrychristmas out of nowhere. lol still as lively and cheerful as usual !! ^^ very cute reallly look lot like olive now :PpP
orchard was super duper crowded by then, after which i got to know from sean that we are going to cineleisure for a movie after that we(orcy, nyeh and 1 friend) set off to cineleisure. shiok man so many ppl, on the way we saw one auntie gana slapped by an indian cos that indian spray her face with that snowspray, then the auntie not happy use her shoe to whack that indian, the indian then bway tahan gave her a bear slap, wah the whole face covered by tat hand sia. the indian is bout 1.7m tall and is very big size. poor auntie wanted to call the police but the indian just continued walking and was lost in the crowd. besides the indian is in a group lor. the auntie can only lan lan(do nothing).
we continued to cineleisure and was quite amused by that incident (nyeh keep claiming that he had the best view of the whole incident, live telecast and can be reporter) , but i mean the auntie also too xialan la, use shoe to whack ppl during christmas and whack such a tall and big size indian, really pity her but couldnt do anything. really la, along orchard road lots of indian spray the can like insecticides and we are the bugs liao lor. all covered with snow -.-
the smell is like wtf?! haha heng 1 yr 1 time. but wait!? wat if the indians come to orchard and happy new year and spray again? -.-
woot after that found that theres no good movies, went to long john to rest and had some fries, my friends came and meet us for KTV, after that left nyeh and orcy cos they not interested. oops tata then then proceeded to cuppage and had ktv, $22 gonez. :(
went home at 6:20+am. conclusion of the day, indians like christmas very much. ^^V!
p.s. rebecca sent me The wonders- that thing you do.mp3 which i sang in ktv without me asking .. strange isnt it ? wat a coincidence 0.0 seriously why i sang that song in ktv im not rally sure too cos i just happen to see it then try to sing lor. o.o
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
woah its 4pm 24th dec 2003! yeh christmas eve...
today i woke up at around 12pm and got 5 msgs 2 miss phonecalls
then called wee lee bout the christmas thing, and went to clementi bought a comic "NARUTO" First Volume. and then wow got free gift( a mini brush used as a sword in samurai showdown 2) but its all for the gift exchange so :D
then saw and greeted mrs pang when on the way to the mini buffet organised by lecturers n weelee.
she asked me " kailun you just come?" then i say "ya :D" . saw her son too very cute and he was pointing to the starfish telling his mum that he want to take a closer look, after that i said good bye and find weelee. when i arrive, everyone then say " wow ah BAO(leopard) lai liao -.-"
anyway bochap :D, saw elaine with the reindeer hair band so CUTE!!! wah i can tell u the whole building department elaine is the most kawaii girl liao. no joke siah, u see the reindeer u will be like wow !! lol for your info she is regarded as the most photogenic girl around.
okok then i grab some food, had some drinks and then its time for the gift exchange, my lucky number is 14 and then i took the gift like rather big but light. after that opened it and realised its ESPIRIT towel yeah!!! so nice ^^V!
found out from linghui that the tower is from mrs pang. and linghui keeps hinting me that she likes the tower very much. budden too bad :D i like it more than words can describe. ^^
ok now im back at home resting n will be going to meet carrick, sean and others at bukit panjang plaza at 6.30pm for party.. well ppl , ^^ have a nice X'mas EVE.
today i woke up at around 12pm and got 5 msgs 2 miss phonecalls
then called wee lee bout the christmas thing, and went to clementi bought a comic "NARUTO" First Volume. and then wow got free gift( a mini brush used as a sword in samurai showdown 2) but its all for the gift exchange so :D
then saw and greeted mrs pang when on the way to the mini buffet organised by lecturers n weelee.
she asked me " kailun you just come?" then i say "ya :D" . saw her son too very cute and he was pointing to the starfish telling his mum that he want to take a closer look, after that i said good bye and find weelee. when i arrive, everyone then say " wow ah BAO(leopard) lai liao -.-"
anyway bochap :D, saw elaine with the reindeer hair band so CUTE!!! wah i can tell u the whole building department elaine is the most kawaii girl liao. no joke siah, u see the reindeer u will be like wow !! lol for your info she is regarded as the most photogenic girl around.
okok then i grab some food, had some drinks and then its time for the gift exchange, my lucky number is 14 and then i took the gift like rather big but light. after that opened it and realised its ESPIRIT towel yeah!!! so nice ^^V!
found out from linghui that the tower is from mrs pang. and linghui keeps hinting me that she likes the tower very much. budden too bad :D i like it more than words can describe. ^^
ok now im back at home resting n will be going to meet carrick, sean and others at bukit panjang plaza at 6.30pm for party.. well ppl , ^^ have a nice X'mas EVE.
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
THis song is the song that i've been listening for past 2 months during cha cha training session :D
very nice song... ^^
Micheal Buble : Sway
When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more
Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
*Only You Have the Magic Technique* ^^
very nice song... ^^
Micheal Buble : Sway
When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more
Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
*Only You Have the Magic Technique* ^^
Monday, December 22, 2003
this is one of the best remix man
" http://www.stud.ntnu.no/home/alexann/ "
i love the thong song :D
" http://www.stud.ntnu.no/home/alexann/ "
i love the thong song :D
ok its 3am and im my heart is so pain cos i gave a pirate suit away. 70000Gold (piratesuit) to my junior in Maximum extreme www.freewebs.com/maximumextreme from my wolfenstein clan.
haiz... why i say ok when he ask for a pirate suit some 3 weeks ago.. haiz. i play too much icetag then i haolian say ok i santa claus give u pirate suit no problem. but when i give i was like ahh!!! 70000gold :(
lesson learnt : Be humble. ahh heart pain!!
haiz... why i say ok when he ask for a pirate suit some 3 weeks ago.. haiz. i play too much icetag then i haolian say ok i santa claus give u pirate suit no problem. but when i give i was like ahh!!! 70000gold :(
lesson learnt : Be humble. ahh heart pain!!
Sunday, December 21, 2003
Beatles - Last Christmas Lyrics
Wait! Oh Yes Merry Christmas Little Girl...
Hey! Last Year You left me Little Girl...
CHORUS:
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice as shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
Last Christmas I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
CHORUS
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
CHORUS x2
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.
Wait! Oh Yes Merry Christmas Little Girl...
Hey! Last Year You left me Little Girl...
CHORUS:
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice as shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
Last Christmas I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
CHORUS
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
CHORUS x2
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.
woot thanks carrick this rox :D didnt know theres a beatles version of last christmas. its very nice!!!
http://www.tongcom.co.kr/dingani_13.htm
http://www.tongcom.co.kr/dingani_13.htm
wor hohoho, yesterday was a killer.
11am reach sean's place
he went back to sleep wtF? then i bo hiew go and play his pS2, finally he awoke and then he iron his clothes and then i continue training and show him my gosu combos in kof muahahaha, after that when everything was ready, it was already 12:30pm. wow sean, u really know how to drag time :D then he blame me say i shouldnt use his toliet to s*** cos waste time. lol funny?
arrive at the salon at bout , 12:50pm but was damn hungry, then after that while i was cutting my hair, sean and i saw a babe jsut next to us, a bit chubby but 100% cute, but after some observation realised that her hair makes her super kawaii!.ok nuff bout that babe :D
after i got my hair done, gel and sprayed. i quickly chiong to the kopi tiam and ate the nasilemak there. not bad $2 and very very nice. didnt know clementi got such a nice place for nasilemak!. then i explore and found a place which sells Pirated games and we bought Need for Speed Underground for Ps2 and 2 other games for only $20.
after tat went back to sean's place to play while waiting for carrick. finalyl carrick arrived at clementi but has no umbrellla so we have to go down n get him up. after that when i first saw him i was like wow!! PAIKIA! wah his hair really the king. no fight man, dye + hightlight + cut + wash = $160 rm :D he even got Mr. Best Dressed for the D&D.
well jack called when he was gonna reach clementi budden took some time and had to let jack wait OOPS BRUDDER PAISEH HOR! :D after that we met and reached the Hyatt Hotel. then jack teach me how to tie a tie. ok i forgot how to tie :D budden picked it up quickly woot woot! after much experimenting i figured how to tie it nicely and properly. :D
ok reached the place and realise its at lv3 -.- Magnolia. signed in and then saw lots of friends wearing their best :D wow! especially angelia though im not really familier with you but thats really breath-taking. then weiting wears the blackwhite dress very nice! especially the hair. but the best hairdo has to go to fiona of my class. cos her ear rings matches her hair too. really nice!
ok bout the guys its sean and carrick liao. hahaha they bloody took so long to prepare and got their awards as best dressed right? hmM!?
after dinner and dance, jack wanted to go to zouk but due to unforeseen circumstances, that sean say he wanna go then he drag causing us to wait and in the end he didnt go WOW SEAN!? we took midnight cab and by the time we reach zouk the NUS bash was over and we paid $30 per person instead of $20 per person. hi sean if u are reading this, song boh waste our time u fk.
ok maybe its my fault to actually let sean play a while b4 we go to the zouk but who knows that sean actually do all this?! ask him to go liao he still tu. -.- dont bluff me when u dun wanna go ma.
ok reached zouk, got in. i find the place not bad but all the way all trance. then got the water spray which is so LOUD! can see one corner of zouk got the ah guas, and the other corner got lots of gays. i prefer embassy if u ask me. cos there more straight. then i see jack's 2 female friends like LES haha they were like wow erotic dancing? and then they have 2 guy friends with them after which they disappeared and wow dunno wat will happen *grins*
jack and i just walk round and observe and then have bercardi peach and after that tequila shot. wow both the drinks like softdrink and water. totally no kick at all. wow zouk ur drinks are like water hahhaha... so much for that $30 -.-
hang around there till 4am and then bth went back home.
anyway thanks to fiona's friend for givin me that perfume(a prize in dinner and dance). thats really sweet :P
quote: " only you knows wats the best for you"
11am reach sean's place
he went back to sleep wtF? then i bo hiew go and play his pS2, finally he awoke and then he iron his clothes and then i continue training and show him my gosu combos in kof muahahaha, after that when everything was ready, it was already 12:30pm. wow sean, u really know how to drag time :D then he blame me say i shouldnt use his toliet to s*** cos waste time. lol funny?
arrive at the salon at bout , 12:50pm but was damn hungry, then after that while i was cutting my hair, sean and i saw a babe jsut next to us, a bit chubby but 100% cute, but after some observation realised that her hair makes her super kawaii!.ok nuff bout that babe :D
after i got my hair done, gel and sprayed. i quickly chiong to the kopi tiam and ate the nasilemak there. not bad $2 and very very nice. didnt know clementi got such a nice place for nasilemak!. then i explore and found a place which sells Pirated games and we bought Need for Speed Underground for Ps2 and 2 other games for only $20.
after tat went back to sean's place to play while waiting for carrick. finalyl carrick arrived at clementi but has no umbrellla so we have to go down n get him up. after that when i first saw him i was like wow!! PAIKIA! wah his hair really the king. no fight man, dye + hightlight + cut + wash = $160 rm :D he even got Mr. Best Dressed for the D&D.
well jack called when he was gonna reach clementi budden took some time and had to let jack wait OOPS BRUDDER PAISEH HOR! :D after that we met and reached the Hyatt Hotel. then jack teach me how to tie a tie. ok i forgot how to tie :D budden picked it up quickly woot woot! after much experimenting i figured how to tie it nicely and properly. :D
ok reached the place and realise its at lv3 -.- Magnolia. signed in and then saw lots of friends wearing their best :D wow! especially angelia though im not really familier with you but thats really breath-taking. then weiting wears the blackwhite dress very nice! especially the hair. but the best hairdo has to go to fiona of my class. cos her ear rings matches her hair too. really nice!
ok bout the guys its sean and carrick liao. hahaha they bloody took so long to prepare and got their awards as best dressed right? hmM!?
after dinner and dance, jack wanted to go to zouk but due to unforeseen circumstances, that sean say he wanna go then he drag causing us to wait and in the end he didnt go WOW SEAN!? we took midnight cab and by the time we reach zouk the NUS bash was over and we paid $30 per person instead of $20 per person. hi sean if u are reading this, song boh waste our time u fk.
ok maybe its my fault to actually let sean play a while b4 we go to the zouk but who knows that sean actually do all this?! ask him to go liao he still tu. -.- dont bluff me when u dun wanna go ma.
ok reached zouk, got in. i find the place not bad but all the way all trance. then got the water spray which is so LOUD! can see one corner of zouk got the ah guas, and the other corner got lots of gays. i prefer embassy if u ask me. cos there more straight. then i see jack's 2 female friends like LES haha they were like wow erotic dancing? and then they have 2 guy friends with them after which they disappeared and wow dunno wat will happen *grins*
jack and i just walk round and observe and then have bercardi peach and after that tequila shot. wow both the drinks like softdrink and water. totally no kick at all. wow zouk ur drinks are like water hahhaha... so much for that $30 -.-
hang around there till 4am and then bth went back home.
anyway thanks to fiona's friend for givin me that perfume(a prize in dinner and dance). thats really sweet :P
quote: " only you knows wats the best for you"
Saturday, December 20, 2003
yoz its early in the morning, the beginnning of a busy day.... lets see!!
11am reach seach's place
12:30pm Hair cutting and styling at clementi
after that go orchard? and blablabla wait till
6:30 pm arrive at Hyatt Hotel Lv 2.
then play until 2am?
go to jack's brudder's newly opened CLUB. :D
6a.m. reach home ...
i suppose thats gonna be my busy day.. :PPp
" The most precious things in life cannot be recovered when lost"
11am reach seach's place
12:30pm Hair cutting and styling at clementi
after that go orchard? and blablabla wait till
6:30 pm arrive at Hyatt Hotel Lv 2.
then play until 2am?
go to jack's brudder's newly opened CLUB. :D
6a.m. reach home ...
i suppose thats gonna be my busy day.. :PPp
" The most precious things in life cannot be recovered when lost"
Friday, December 19, 2003
after celebrating my mum's birthday at IMM's kfc ( well its kinda simple family meal but will do :D) , i rushed to ngee ann poly to have the last cha cha practice session. well its kinda hot for that room , but will do :D
practiced some moves and after some chit chat, went to clementi with sean to have a drink and off im back home :pPp
practiced some moves and after some chit chat, went to clementi with sean to have a drink and off im back home :pPp
yoz everyone i woke up at 4pm ... now its 5pm :D still feeling abit blurblur and just now play gb played like kuku haha, anyway dunno la see gwen's friend that vodkasprite(jeff), abit the whiner made me cannot concentrate. (didnt guys can be like charboh like dat -.-)
okok yesterday was jack's birthday went to embassy and realised its SIM's bash. reached that place, got to know some of his friends,all npcc cadet inspectors. then jack received the plane of the day, shuping msg him that she gave her bash ticket away. :D, poor jack.
went to Long John silvers to have dinner b4 proceeding into embassy. upon entering embassy, realise that SIM was having their beauty pageant. wow not bad :D i think lot of chio bu, budden too dark cannot see anything but their clothes. haha
ok drank some vodka lime and bercardisprite. heng not vodkasprite else yuks! the drinks are very nice. after the pageant ended its party time! went to the dance floor and play, not bad wor that place. :D
after that we decided to go to cindy's chalet but realise tat adeline has left so well, the ppl there im not too familier except for cindy and adeline since one already left and they are like so tired n going to sleep, jack and i ddecided not to go there but walk around see see.
after that went to clifford pier(dunno if correct or not) and zhuo boh and rest so as to prepare to go back to embassy and dance again. not bad wor that pier still can listen to hokkien songs.
after that went back to embassy and dance again, at bout 3am left the place, and wanted to go home. on the way to find the toilet, we found Ez-sulin , ms green , ppg and company. :D quite amazing then realised that they(22 ppl all together) were watching lotr: return of the kings midnight show and it ended at 3am +
woot not bad we took a few pictures after tat they left and i went to order some drinks.
went to wait for nightrider and realise no more night rider -.- sad ah! then waited for mrt and slept at bustop, nice cooling place the bustop :D.ok then reached home at 6am+.
p.s.: i bought a watsons bear, and didnt know who to give it to ^^.
okok yesterday was jack's birthday went to embassy and realised its SIM's bash. reached that place, got to know some of his friends,all npcc cadet inspectors. then jack received the plane of the day, shuping msg him that she gave her bash ticket away. :D, poor jack.
went to Long John silvers to have dinner b4 proceeding into embassy. upon entering embassy, realise that SIM was having their beauty pageant. wow not bad :D i think lot of chio bu, budden too dark cannot see anything but their clothes. haha
ok drank some vodka lime and bercardisprite. heng not vodkasprite else yuks! the drinks are very nice. after the pageant ended its party time! went to the dance floor and play, not bad wor that place. :D
after that we decided to go to cindy's chalet but realise tat adeline has left so well, the ppl there im not too familier except for cindy and adeline since one already left and they are like so tired n going to sleep, jack and i ddecided not to go there but walk around see see.
after that went to clifford pier(dunno if correct or not) and zhuo boh and rest so as to prepare to go back to embassy and dance again. not bad wor that pier still can listen to hokkien songs.
after that went back to embassy and dance again, at bout 3am left the place, and wanted to go home. on the way to find the toilet, we found Ez-sulin , ms green , ppg and company. :D quite amazing then realised that they(22 ppl all together) were watching lotr: return of the kings midnight show and it ended at 3am +
woot not bad we took a few pictures after tat they left and i went to order some drinks.
went to wait for nightrider and realise no more night rider -.- sad ah! then waited for mrt and slept at bustop, nice cooling place the bustop :D.ok then reached home at 6am+.
p.s.: i bought a watsons bear, and didnt know who to give it to ^^.
Thursday, December 18, 2003
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
yeah just came back from lotr movie :D $6 at clementi and watch till 12 am :D
not bad ELEVEN prince - Legolas :D ... all things back to normal and i hereby pronounce that my love sickness is totally gonez! yeah!!! :D
my path is bright and promising ahead ... dunno wat the story in front of me but its gonna be exciting and full of challenges!
off to play GB and get bear bear liao BB!
not bad ELEVEN prince - Legolas :D ... all things back to normal and i hereby pronounce that my love sickness is totally gonez! yeah!!! :D
my path is bright and promising ahead ... dunno wat the story in front of me but its gonna be exciting and full of challenges!
off to play GB and get bear bear liao BB!
another new day :D okok i pontang school cos i slept at 5am plus yesterday and was caught by my father for playing computer till that time :D. as usual after i woke up i was gana scolded by my mum :PpP
hmm, after which i brush my teeth, threw the rubbish, and then went down for my brunch. came back up and went to hang the clothes. :P i dunno how to wash the clothes, its my mum. i just do the hanging :D
after which its computer time again :( haiz, dunno wat to do sia, want to get rid of this computer life which has been with me since sec 2, but can i change :D? dunno! anyway just received a call from maria and realised that she is quite pissed off with life in ngee ann in IHP. ya, the ppl around her is somehow fucked up :P? okok maybe u need time to adjust ba maria :D, just found out that maria has just started blogging too yeah welcome to blogspot :D
okok i've notice that jerry likes to takes things without asking, maybe next time i will tell her ok. anyway no one is perfect right? like im lazy, unorganised, likes to slack ALOT, play games alot, eat alot, spend alot. blablabla. :D okok im quite trash hahaha
just found a great winamp plugin thats called enhancer and its only 100kb! wow a very nice program, im gonna introduce it to the people around me that uses winamp cos its 2 thumbs up!
yesterday while in the library, i came across a comic bout sun tze art of war in business. its a very good book. after finish reading, im gonna introduce it to mr.tan. very powerful ideas inside :D can apply in all aspects of life i think , not just business :D
ok its time to GB now, cos i left 1 more event to get teddy bear. YEAH!
hmm, after which i brush my teeth, threw the rubbish, and then went down for my brunch. came back up and went to hang the clothes. :P i dunno how to wash the clothes, its my mum. i just do the hanging :D
after which its computer time again :( haiz, dunno wat to do sia, want to get rid of this computer life which has been with me since sec 2, but can i change :D? dunno! anyway just received a call from maria and realised that she is quite pissed off with life in ngee ann in IHP. ya, the ppl around her is somehow fucked up :P? okok maybe u need time to adjust ba maria :D, just found out that maria has just started blogging too yeah welcome to blogspot :D
okok i've notice that jerry likes to takes things without asking, maybe next time i will tell her ok. anyway no one is perfect right? like im lazy, unorganised, likes to slack ALOT, play games alot, eat alot, spend alot. blablabla. :D okok im quite trash hahaha
just found a great winamp plugin thats called enhancer and its only 100kb! wow a very nice program, im gonna introduce it to the people around me that uses winamp cos its 2 thumbs up!
yesterday while in the library, i came across a comic bout sun tze art of war in business. its a very good book. after finish reading, im gonna introduce it to mr.tan. very powerful ideas inside :D can apply in all aspects of life i think , not just business :D
ok its time to GB now, cos i left 1 more event to get teddy bear. YEAH!
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
yoz at night liao feeling quite sian after gb. okok lets talk bout wat actually happened today. ok as usual i was late for school bout 30 mins late but i put 9am :D
after which i slacked and then maria showed me episode 61-62 of naruto which she burnt into cd and brought to school :D after which i went for juliet tan's report writing lesson. not bad, i absorbed most of it :D
after which i went to the bus stop to meet florence for the cd-rw and we chat abit bout mx and she told me roughly bout wat happened. haiz, didnt know that the truth is actually so cruel. she is another person which wants to dye hair after knowing that i dyed :D well when we were chatting halfway, ben came. and then we walk back into school, said gd bye to florence n see went to look for her friend liao.
i'm quite happy that today is the day which i woke up less depressed than before. :D im recovering from love sickness not bad! and my mouth cramp is coming to a stop liao :D
anyway i didnt know wats going to happen in the future though and ben pls stop playing with my handphone else im gonna kick ur ass liao. fancy messing up my day with that msg -.- anyway to whom may concern i didnt reply cos i dun wanna make the matter worse wor ;PpP
after which i slacked and then maria showed me episode 61-62 of naruto which she burnt into cd and brought to school :D after which i went for juliet tan's report writing lesson. not bad, i absorbed most of it :D
after which i went to the bus stop to meet florence for the cd-rw and we chat abit bout mx and she told me roughly bout wat happened. haiz, didnt know that the truth is actually so cruel. she is another person which wants to dye hair after knowing that i dyed :D well when we were chatting halfway, ben came. and then we walk back into school, said gd bye to florence n see went to look for her friend liao.
i'm quite happy that today is the day which i woke up less depressed than before. :D im recovering from love sickness not bad! and my mouth cramp is coming to a stop liao :D
anyway i didnt know wats going to happen in the future though and ben pls stop playing with my handphone else im gonna kick ur ass liao. fancy messing up my day with that msg -.- anyway to whom may concern i didnt reply cos i dun wanna make the matter worse wor ;PpP
This is you basic backstabbing example. First Pick human as your race. Build an altar and 2 farms. Next fill the rest of your food up w/ peasants. Once u have reached full food call to arms and town portal to the ally you who annoys you the most and kill his town hall w/ your militia and you hero. After his hall is dead you can put a hall there and speed built it when you allies ask what you are doing simply tell them you decided to fast expand. Make sure to be careful some allies can get hostile and decide to put up a fight.
hey orcy can u see this? :D wanna try ? lol
hey orcy can u see this? :D wanna try ? lol
Monday, December 15, 2003
ok heres something bout today, ITS A BORING DAY OF MATHS :D ok la its quite easy ^^
then mr. TAN still calling me ah bao (leopard), budden he didnt know wat actually happened so i dont blame him ^^. he saw my hair colour and wanted to dye too :D went to mcdonalds with alan , ate 2 mcchicken burgers and then slack in the office, went to borrow comic, and that siao ben wagered with me that he can do watever watever to shikin's friend in the office after that i realised that she is actually his gf hahaha. heng "i not stupid"
then he will want to hai wo. (hey ben, i know ur tricks u gu niang! hahaha, try harder boi!)
went back home and still feeling sad and bored :(
mOOd: thousand years of sadness :(
then mr. TAN still calling me ah bao (leopard), budden he didnt know wat actually happened so i dont blame him ^^. he saw my hair colour and wanted to dye too :D went to mcdonalds with alan , ate 2 mcchicken burgers and then slack in the office, went to borrow comic, and that siao ben wagered with me that he can do watever watever to shikin's friend in the office after that i realised that she is actually his gf hahaha. heng "i not stupid"
then he will want to hai wo. (hey ben, i know ur tricks u gu niang! hahaha, try harder boi!)
went back home and still feeling sad and bored :(
mOOd: thousand years of sadness :(
yesterday was a killer, i was so tired when i got back home and so had to post what actually happened yesterday here :PpP
well, i picked myself up after that chat and just anyhow wore a blue shirt and jeans and then put some hair clay and left to pasir ris... well it was quite soothing after crying out loud for god's sake. ;PpP
after i got off the bus and took mrt i saw weilun in the mrt. wow wat a coincidence! haha i wanted to show him my new hairstyle a long time ago and who would have guessed that we would meet in the mrt :PpP he was quite impressed with my hair (said i like a paikia -.- ) and we chatted and chatted till we reach lavender after which we got off and i waited for andre.
weilun's artwork has improved alot since the last time i saw him drawing. nice work there weilun! keep it up if u see this :D
after which i took the mrt and saw andre and then he says he wanted to dye his hair too hahaha. andre is still as shy as ever, he likes a girl called G :X but didnt dare to express himself haha. jia you wor andre. lol after which we went to white sands shopping and ate our lunch, my brunch over there.
and waited for miss gwen well a**** says "she's late queen" hahaha, ok... after the lunch we went down to shop & save (is it? well forgot :P) and looked around for red wine. haha after that we got gwen's call saying that she will be reaching SOON hahaha is it? after which we go to the mrt control station and started waiting for her. but wow, soon kopi, rec.teo and lv28 NE player (sorry forgot name) joined us after they saw us. erm it was quite unexpected but who cares ^^ waiting for bout 10 mins until princess gwen and her brudder came. didnt know her brudder so shy one haha ( typical libra like me!)
ok went down to the shop n save again to take a look at the red wine and then after some discussion we found out tat quite alot of ppl are bringing alcoholic drinks there so we can skip the red wine and buy one mousepad for kiat instead ^^
ok since kiat needs one mousepad and only gwen knows bout it, we'll buy that for him ^^! we went to the 3rd storey and saw the mousepads. bought it and left the shop searching for a birthday card. it was during that time that rec.teo mentioned bout the harry potter book thats in his bag ^^ and that princess gwen really dunno why act shy or wat, keep introvert and like hiding from us. hahaha u scared we eat ur brudder ah?
then we left the place and took the bus to kiats house after. hmm ^^ going to kiat's house was like a maze and that princess gwen walk so fast n like warden like dat chut "blink" in a flash and she dunno tp until where liao haha. have to use demonhunter's 6th sense to sense her presence.
finally reached kiat's home and sat there, was quite bored, took a few pics and i went strolling outside for 30 mins b4 going back. (haiz, really la i was sad worz :'( ) and was walking in hope to relax myself.
after which i sent a msg to mx but didnt receive her phone call, cos i didnt want to talk to her yet. im not sure wat i will say but i know it would only hurt me more. continued my walk after, and then went back just in time for dinner. saw sulin's sis (looks like my own sis o.O)
after that ate the cake and watched stephen chow's movie at channel 8 for a while b4 departing with redtail in a car to my home.
quite a sad day, but had to put on a smile. saw lots of old friends. went back after, felt tired and slept after reading some interesting blogs :D haiz... X_O
well, i picked myself up after that chat and just anyhow wore a blue shirt and jeans and then put some hair clay and left to pasir ris... well it was quite soothing after crying out loud for god's sake. ;PpP
after i got off the bus and took mrt i saw weilun in the mrt. wow wat a coincidence! haha i wanted to show him my new hairstyle a long time ago and who would have guessed that we would meet in the mrt :PpP he was quite impressed with my hair (said i like a paikia -.- ) and we chatted and chatted till we reach lavender after which we got off and i waited for andre.
weilun's artwork has improved alot since the last time i saw him drawing. nice work there weilun! keep it up if u see this :D
after which i took the mrt and saw andre and then he says he wanted to dye his hair too hahaha. andre is still as shy as ever, he likes a girl called G :X but didnt dare to express himself haha. jia you wor andre. lol after which we went to white sands shopping and ate our lunch, my brunch over there.
and waited for miss gwen well a**** says "she's late queen" hahaha, ok... after the lunch we went down to shop & save (is it? well forgot :P) and looked around for red wine. haha after that we got gwen's call saying that she will be reaching SOON hahaha is it? after which we go to the mrt control station and started waiting for her. but wow, soon kopi, rec.teo and lv28 NE player (sorry forgot name) joined us after they saw us. erm it was quite unexpected but who cares ^^ waiting for bout 10 mins until princess gwen and her brudder came. didnt know her brudder so shy one haha ( typical libra like me!)
ok went down to the shop n save again to take a look at the red wine and then after some discussion we found out tat quite alot of ppl are bringing alcoholic drinks there so we can skip the red wine and buy one mousepad for kiat instead ^^
ok since kiat needs one mousepad and only gwen knows bout it, we'll buy that for him ^^! we went to the 3rd storey and saw the mousepads. bought it and left the shop searching for a birthday card. it was during that time that rec.teo mentioned bout the harry potter book thats in his bag ^^ and that princess gwen really dunno why act shy or wat, keep introvert and like hiding from us. hahaha u scared we eat ur brudder ah?
then we left the place and took the bus to kiats house after. hmm ^^ going to kiat's house was like a maze and that princess gwen walk so fast n like warden like dat chut "blink" in a flash and she dunno tp until where liao haha. have to use demonhunter's 6th sense to sense her presence.
finally reached kiat's home and sat there, was quite bored, took a few pics and i went strolling outside for 30 mins b4 going back. (haiz, really la i was sad worz :'( ) and was walking in hope to relax myself.
after which i sent a msg to mx but didnt receive her phone call, cos i didnt want to talk to her yet. im not sure wat i will say but i know it would only hurt me more. continued my walk after, and then went back just in time for dinner. saw sulin's sis (looks like my own sis o.O)
after that ate the cake and watched stephen chow's movie at channel 8 for a while b4 departing with redtail in a car to my home.
quite a sad day, but had to put on a smile. saw lots of old friends. went back after, felt tired and slept after reading some interesting blogs :D haiz... X_O
Sunday, December 14, 2003
anyway i know the truth already but as usual its not a thing to be happy bout cos the truth is as ugly as the lie. ok lets get back :P, another day when i was awoken by maria's morning SMS post :D thanks maria! and then shortly after a call by shiwei asking me if im going out to kiat's place at PASIR RIS!!!! omg pasir ris? ...
ok nvrmind after chatting for a while called small eyes weihan and found out he going out with friends and decide to pangseh orcy(shiwei) and i. oops! called randy and he says tat wendy is coming so he is not going either. then after we were chatting online in msn and gwen join the chat and says that her brudder is coming as well haha. haiz, so many ppl cannot go and then now orcy says he gonna pangseh me as well liao.
boring day liao lor like datz :( anyway its now 2:30pm. i think i will be going off in a while liao :P
though quite disturbed by mx's behaviour but i dunno why i dont blame her for it but can understand why she did that liao( she fall for another guy and thus wantin me to give up and then tell me that she has a bf) wow! ok thats great.
ok no point feeling sad now, its all one sided from the beginning. enough for me liao. anyway life has to go on, i m still taking my break, do wat i want , wat i like. 算了吧!:PpP
ok this songs suits all this very well indeed!
窗外
作詞:動靜-吳信璋(小吳) 作曲:動靜-于京廷(阿滾) 編曲:陳飛午
女聲:Joanna
男:點了支不想抽的菸 YA~ 思念像煙圈飄散在窗邊 OH~
女:泡了杯沒糖的咖啡 我擦的香水 OH~ 會不會飄到你面前
女:天空上的雲 彷彿像你的心情捉摸不定
男:外面下的雨 捉摸不定
男:回想你扮鬼臉的表情 難以忘記 OH~
女:回想你扮鬼臉的表情 以忘記 OH~
#男:愛離窗外越來越遠 下著大雨那一夜
你哭紅雙眼 都是我不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:是我太顧慮尊嚴 雖然 我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
△女:愛離窗外越來越遠 已過了多久時間
我哭紅雙眼 你沒有不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:愛以被畫上等線 你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
Repeat *,#,△
女:我想拉上窗簾 只是我 不想看到窗外過去的情結 OH~
男:OH~ 我想閉上雙眼 只是我 不想看到窗外過去的情結 YA~
男:愛離窗外越來越遠 下著大雨那一夜
你哭紅雙眼 都是我不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:是我太顧慮轉變 雖然 我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:愛離窗外越來越遠 你等了多久時間
我哭紅雙眼 你沒有不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:OH~越來越遠 你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:都是我不對~ 都是我不對~
女:你沒有不對~ 你沒有不對~
ok nvrmind after chatting for a while called small eyes weihan and found out he going out with friends and decide to pangseh orcy(shiwei) and i. oops! called randy and he says tat wendy is coming so he is not going either. then after we were chatting online in msn and gwen join the chat and says that her brudder is coming as well haha. haiz, so many ppl cannot go and then now orcy says he gonna pangseh me as well liao.
boring day liao lor like datz :( anyway its now 2:30pm. i think i will be going off in a while liao :P
though quite disturbed by mx's behaviour but i dunno why i dont blame her for it but can understand why she did that liao( she fall for another guy and thus wantin me to give up and then tell me that she has a bf) wow! ok thats great.
ok no point feeling sad now, its all one sided from the beginning. enough for me liao. anyway life has to go on, i m still taking my break, do wat i want , wat i like. 算了吧!:PpP
ok this songs suits all this very well indeed!
窗外
作詞:動靜-吳信璋(小吳) 作曲:動靜-于京廷(阿滾) 編曲:陳飛午
女聲:Joanna
男:點了支不想抽的菸 YA~ 思念像煙圈飄散在窗邊 OH~
女:泡了杯沒糖的咖啡 我擦的香水 OH~ 會不會飄到你面前
女:天空上的雲 彷彿像你的心情捉摸不定
男:外面下的雨 捉摸不定
男:回想你扮鬼臉的表情 難以忘記 OH~
女:回想你扮鬼臉的表情 以忘記 OH~
#男:愛離窗外越來越遠 下著大雨那一夜
你哭紅雙眼 都是我不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:是我太顧慮尊嚴 雖然 我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
△女:愛離窗外越來越遠 已過了多久時間
我哭紅雙眼 你沒有不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:愛以被畫上等線 你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
Repeat *,#,△
女:我想拉上窗簾 只是我 不想看到窗外過去的情結 OH~
男:OH~ 我想閉上雙眼 只是我 不想看到窗外過去的情結 YA~
男:愛離窗外越來越遠 下著大雨那一夜
你哭紅雙眼 都是我不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:是我太顧慮轉變 雖然 我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:愛離窗外越來越遠 你等了多久時間
我哭紅雙眼 你沒有不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:OH~越來越遠 你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:都是我不對~ 都是我不對~
女:你沒有不對~ 你沒有不對~
Saturday, December 13, 2003
well yesterday i was late for my cha cha practice(reached there at 7 when it start at 7:30pm)
lol ok i forgotten bout the cha cha practice :P until i finished my dinner and was like "hmm wat am i suppose to do today, OH! cha cha :D"
after which i prepared myself and promptly went to school. upon reaching the school, i saw jingyuan and wendy. both are quite surprised when they saw my GOLDen hair hahaha. after which jingyuan and wendy passed me their magazines and laptop and i was the temp bell boy haha.
after i go in the room a huge "woah!!!!"stormed the room for 5 seconds as they saw me with a new hair colour :D isnt it amazing haha? ok la its kinda weird to see me the guai guai boi (ok ok im guai u know?) to have a PAI KIA hair colour :D
after the cha cha practice, i went to clementi with sean, had a drink and then went to the arcade and chiong KOF. i told him that i wanted to play pool but then we played $4 worth of KOF instead which was like 16 credits? omg play until i no mood to play pool liao cos he was like so engrossed in it duh! lol i think partly is becos he is stressed in work that i managed to win him in KOF that day :D yay! haha
but i would like to play pool anytime anyday though :D (sudden interest in pool, dun ask me why ok ^^?) after the games its late and then we walked from clementi mrt to his house n i dawned there. after reaching his home, we went to the computer and he showed me MX's pics in sarawak -.- ok i told him not to budden he still ....
as usual my heart was like tore into pieces yet again. so sad that i was just spinning his chair n trying not to look at the monitor. after which sean says that jason could be her bf but he say he couldnt understand why mx pick him lol so its only a doubt. and he says that he believes that mx dont have a bf yet like wat i had said in the previous posts that there is a chance that mx dont have a bf cos ( sean says no one wants her except me) well... ok
i saw jason's pic in friendster b4 cos he was in mx's mailing list ( okok i wanted to find out who was her bf without asking her) then was like wow! 27 yr old omg? but after i see the pictures from sarawak, my heart sank to the bottom of the ocean again. -.-
after which we continue toking bout sean's dream girl (ellis), then continued toking bout lots of things then lights out went to sleep like a pig liao :D
ok came back home and after brushing my teeth my parents came back and "NIAO" me for dawning as whenever i wish and dont come back home when i have a home blablabla okok
after bathing i switched on my computer and saw omG mei yu. hey u know how hard it is to see her online? after which i msged her " mei yu ^^" then she said "ya, tell u sumthing ah, mei xiu actually no stead de lor...u dun wan call n tok 2 her huh???"
ok this isnt funny liao. dunno wat to say im speechless well below is LIAN XI which is a song i like very much too, somehow is like describing the days i waited when she is in sarawak and then after she came back which gave me a shock ;(
lol ok i forgotten bout the cha cha practice :P until i finished my dinner and was like "hmm wat am i suppose to do today, OH! cha cha :D"
after which i prepared myself and promptly went to school. upon reaching the school, i saw jingyuan and wendy. both are quite surprised when they saw my GOLDen hair hahaha. after which jingyuan and wendy passed me their magazines and laptop and i was the temp bell boy haha.
after i go in the room a huge "woah!!!!"stormed the room for 5 seconds as they saw me with a new hair colour :D isnt it amazing haha? ok la its kinda weird to see me the guai guai boi (ok ok im guai u know?) to have a PAI KIA hair colour :D
after the cha cha practice, i went to clementi with sean, had a drink and then went to the arcade and chiong KOF. i told him that i wanted to play pool but then we played $4 worth of KOF instead which was like 16 credits? omg play until i no mood to play pool liao cos he was like so engrossed in it duh! lol i think partly is becos he is stressed in work that i managed to win him in KOF that day :D yay! haha
but i would like to play pool anytime anyday though :D (sudden interest in pool, dun ask me why ok ^^?) after the games its late and then we walked from clementi mrt to his house n i dawned there. after reaching his home, we went to the computer and he showed me MX's pics in sarawak -.- ok i told him not to budden he still ....
as usual my heart was like tore into pieces yet again. so sad that i was just spinning his chair n trying not to look at the monitor. after which sean says that jason could be her bf but he say he couldnt understand why mx pick him lol so its only a doubt. and he says that he believes that mx dont have a bf yet like wat i had said in the previous posts that there is a chance that mx dont have a bf cos ( sean says no one wants her except me) well... ok
i saw jason's pic in friendster b4 cos he was in mx's mailing list ( okok i wanted to find out who was her bf without asking her) then was like wow! 27 yr old omg? but after i see the pictures from sarawak, my heart sank to the bottom of the ocean again. -.-
after which we continue toking bout sean's dream girl (ellis), then continued toking bout lots of things then lights out went to sleep like a pig liao :D
ok came back home and after brushing my teeth my parents came back and "NIAO" me for dawning as whenever i wish and dont come back home when i have a home blablabla okok
after bathing i switched on my computer and saw omG mei yu. hey u know how hard it is to see her online? after which i msged her " mei yu ^^" then she said "ya, tell u sumthing ah, mei xiu actually no stead de lor...u dun wan call n tok 2 her huh???"
ok this isnt funny liao. dunno wat to say im speechless well below is LIAN XI which is a song i like very much too, somehow is like describing the days i waited when she is in sarawak and then after she came back which gave me a shock ;(
练习 - 刘德华
如果留下多一秒钟
可以减少明天想你的痛
我会愿意放下所有
交换任何一丝丝可能的占有
幸福只剩一杯沙漏 眼睁睁看着一幕幕甜蜜
不会再有原来平凡无奇的拥有
到现在竟像是无助的奢求
我已开始练习 开始慢慢着急
着急这世界没有你
已经和眼泪说好不哭泣
但倒数计时的爱该怎么继续
我天天练习 天天都会熟悉
在没有你的城市里
试着删除每个两人世界里
那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆
爱是一万公顷的森林
迷了路的却是我和你
不是说好一起闯出去
怎能剩我一人回去
回去
如果留下多一秒钟
可以减少明天想你的痛
我会愿意放下所有
交换任何一丝丝可能的占有
幸福只剩一杯沙漏 眼睁睁看着一幕幕甜蜜
不会再有原来平凡无奇的拥有
到现在竟像是无助的奢求
我已开始练习 开始慢慢着急
着急这世界没有你
已经和眼泪说好不哭泣
但倒数计时的爱该怎么继续
我天天练习 天天都会熟悉
在没有你的城市里
试着删除每个两人世界里
那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆
爱是一万公顷的森林
迷了路的却是我和你
不是说好一起闯出去
怎能剩我一人回去
回去
Friday, December 12, 2003
wow something amazing happened to me, a girl in friendster add me after which i said hi and asked her who she is and she replied that she was in the same primary school as me but different class. she remembered taking chinese lessons with me in primary 4 and knew my old class OMG! i found a person whom i dont remember seeing even after looking at her pic, doesnt remember her name at all and she remembers me and my class after 10 long yrs OMG! i got a secret crush . lol looks like im not that kns afterall :D
Thursday, December 11, 2003
*Natural is beautiful*
yes i dunno why but suddenly it came across my mind. cos well, why be someone whom u arent, why do something which u dont like, why ask for other ppl's opinion? all these above is being so artificial if u are making urself doing something that you dont like its regarded as acting already, something very fake!
now i know why believing in yourself is so important cos when u believe in yourself, you sleep when u want to sleep, u eat when u want to eat. when u want to laugh, laugh, when u wanna sing, sing! all these are wat we can do while being alive to feel alive! :pPp
yes i dunno why but suddenly it came across my mind. cos well, why be someone whom u arent, why do something which u dont like, why ask for other ppl's opinion? all these above is being so artificial if u are making urself doing something that you dont like its regarded as acting already, something very fake!
now i know why believing in yourself is so important cos when u believe in yourself, you sleep when u want to sleep, u eat when u want to eat. when u want to laugh, laugh, when u wanna sing, sing! all these are wat we can do while being alive to feel alive! :pPp
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
ok today i got up late cos i slept at 3am today, and didnt go to school but was having some mouth cramps ??? well my jaw was so painful that i couldnt describe, the pain has been there for a few days already from now. didnt know wats the problem but feels like the pain is getting worse. im gonna see a doctor later well tata
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
hmm yes today is a real nice day ^^ i just played 2 rounds of compy and won. :D so happy now. gained some recognition in the warcraft3 world. haiz..." if theres nothing missing in my life, then why do these tears come at night?"
again, you will nvr know when someone is good to you but you will never forget when someone is bad to you.
this irked me so much. i mean why am i so good to others so much so that it hurts myself sometimes? why couldnt ppl do the same to me when im so good to them. yes its selfish but why? why am i being made used of? again i think time will prove everything. maybe its too early for me to come down to conclusions but it really irks me...
this irked me so much. i mean why am i so good to others so much so that it hurts myself sometimes? why couldnt ppl do the same to me when im so good to them. yes its selfish but why? why am i being made used of? again i think time will prove everything. maybe its too early for me to come down to conclusions but it really irks me...
ok back in school today, attended mrs pang's lesson and took the overload form for everyone :D at first her lesson was quite boring and it went on quite sometime until she took out about 15+ chupa chups which got everyone's attention focusing on the sweet and wat she was talking about immediately :D its so funny that although we are all 19 yr olds but we still have the little child mentality in us that made us so attracted to the sweets. we were given the choice the choose our candy and i chose the cola flavour as its the one that serene introduced. Guess wat? Ben chose the pink candy. everyone laughed at him for choosing gay pink lol.
cos no one thought that he liked strawberry hahaha jsut couldnt stop laughing '(oo)'
after the lesson i went out with gillian to clementi and had lunch. i didnt know that she actually went clementi to find her girlfriend lol so yep i was the lightbulb for a few hours unintendedly. :PpP had a very small plate of charsiew sioh bah rice( not because i wanted a small plate but that uncle actually charged me $3 for it and the rice was like -.- so little) then just couldnt sastify my hunger and i spent another 2 dollars on fish porridge which was SO NICE! :D but gillian says that it looks like some vomit...(-.-) but her gf says that "mui fan" that gillian likes is more like vomit :D which i agree ^^
after which i showed them around to the "famous" ulu clementi cinema and told them how economical it is to watch shows over there ^^v! its a very nice place which u all should go there for a movie. gillian also complimented me about the sembawang coffeeshop which i introduced that sells GREAT RAMEN. yes its really nice ramen 9/10 is he score i give for that ramen. she bought her girlfriend there and really enjoyed it :D(well great food should be complimented and shared with friends right?)
managed to influence weiqing,maria,carrick,alan and teckheng to watching naruto :D especially maria which got the "naruto virus" and watched 50 episodes in 3 days :D
cos no one thought that he liked strawberry hahaha jsut couldnt stop laughing '(oo)'
after the lesson i went out with gillian to clementi and had lunch. i didnt know that she actually went clementi to find her girlfriend lol so yep i was the lightbulb for a few hours unintendedly. :PpP had a very small plate of charsiew sioh bah rice( not because i wanted a small plate but that uncle actually charged me $3 for it and the rice was like -.- so little) then just couldnt sastify my hunger and i spent another 2 dollars on fish porridge which was SO NICE! :D but gillian says that it looks like some vomit...(-.-) but her gf says that "mui fan" that gillian likes is more like vomit :D which i agree ^^
after which i showed them around to the "famous" ulu clementi cinema and told them how economical it is to watch shows over there ^^v! its a very nice place which u all should go there for a movie. gillian also complimented me about the sembawang coffeeshop which i introduced that sells GREAT RAMEN. yes its really nice ramen 9/10 is he score i give for that ramen. she bought her girlfriend there and really enjoyed it :D(well great food should be complimented and shared with friends right?)
managed to influence weiqing,maria,carrick,alan and teckheng to watching naruto :D especially maria which got the "naruto virus" and watched 50 episodes in 3 days :D
YOZ! back to life :D
yesterday wasn't as boring as i thought. ^^ after vacuum and mopping the floor, i accompanied my mum to the customer service centre near imm(forget the name of the place :P). lol her nokia 8250 is spoiled and theres fungus inside :D
well its the time for a new phone for her anyway :D, my dad and i accompanied her to bukit batok starhub to buy a new motorola v270 :D not bad its $0 for 2 yr plan :D i was then rewarded $12 by my mum for being good for the whole day and accompanying her wow!!!
after which we went to westmall and haha i bought a body spray, hair gel and huge tin of fernleaf full cream milk powder haha! another step closer to weight gaining :D
went back home and played some games to train for my warcraft3 tourney :D slept at 1 am and sweet dreams for me.
yesterday wasn't as boring as i thought. ^^ after vacuum and mopping the floor, i accompanied my mum to the customer service centre near imm(forget the name of the place :P). lol her nokia 8250 is spoiled and theres fungus inside :D
well its the time for a new phone for her anyway :D, my dad and i accompanied her to bukit batok starhub to buy a new motorola v270 :D not bad its $0 for 2 yr plan :D i was then rewarded $12 by my mum for being good for the whole day and accompanying her wow!!!
after which we went to westmall and haha i bought a body spray, hair gel and huge tin of fernleaf full cream milk powder haha! another step closer to weight gaining :D
went back home and played some games to train for my warcraft3 tourney :D slept at 1 am and sweet dreams for me.
Monday, December 08, 2003
"A period where you dont have to worry about anything, a period where you dont have to push yourself, a period where you just let everything fall in place by themselves naturally. Let off the excess baggage and will feel much better"
reply from my friend:
Anyway, stormy, life has its up and downs. You are now in some pit I suppose, but the only way to go is up. However, if you keep looking downwards and not the other way round, it will take a much longer time to get out of the shit hole you are in.
About the girl, mei xiu isnt it? Well, maybe you should ask a girl about this, but females are hard to understand creatures to us guys. She may act hot to you for this moment, and cold the other, which is totally illogical, from our point of view. Cool off her for the moment I will suggest. You have tried, its just that she do not appreciate it, maybe she will in the future, who will know. Anyway, she is now the one not trying to stay as friends with you. It takes two to clap. If she is going to be like this, because of one small incident, she is not worth it. Theres always a better girl around. Maybe not now, but definitely later.
I have just finished the Long Vacation Jap drama. (very nice series haha). Inside, there is this saying. Treat this period as a heaven sent long vacation for you. A period where you dont have to worry about anything (like the girl), a period where you dont have to push yourself (to do things for the girl), a period where you just let everything fall in place by themselves naturally ( slack lah!). Let off the excess baggage and I think you will feel much better.
This is a bit lame haha. Remember, above the dark clouds, the sky is always clear and sunny. Below the torrential waves, the sea is always blue and tranquil. This is my Hai Kuo Tian Kong.
Anyway, stormy, life has its up and downs. You are now in some pit I suppose, but the only way to go is up. However, if you keep looking downwards and not the other way round, it will take a much longer time to get out of the shit hole you are in.
About the girl, mei xiu isnt it? Well, maybe you should ask a girl about this, but females are hard to understand creatures to us guys. She may act hot to you for this moment, and cold the other, which is totally illogical, from our point of view. Cool off her for the moment I will suggest. You have tried, its just that she do not appreciate it, maybe she will in the future, who will know. Anyway, she is now the one not trying to stay as friends with you. It takes two to clap. If she is going to be like this, because of one small incident, she is not worth it. Theres always a better girl around. Maybe not now, but definitely later.
I have just finished the Long Vacation Jap drama. (very nice series haha). Inside, there is this saying. Treat this period as a heaven sent long vacation for you. A period where you dont have to worry about anything (like the girl), a period where you dont have to push yourself (to do things for the girl), a period where you just let everything fall in place by themselves naturally ( slack lah!). Let off the excess baggage and I think you will feel much better.
This is a bit lame haha. Remember, above the dark clouds, the sky is always clear and sunny. Below the torrential waves, the sea is always blue and tranquil. This is my Hai Kuo Tian Kong.
some funny stories lol
QUOTE (Stormy @ Dec 8 2003, 12:37 PM)
QUOTE (Wolfkiller67 @ Dec 8 2003, 12:00 AM)
u r pity...
hope im not like u
n i 2day go 2 new jc sch 4 open house 2 explore the sch n i felt strange on dat time
coz wen i almost finish exploring, i saw a gal keep looking n follow me secretly...
wonder wats in her mind,maybe i met her be4 n i did wat ever thing 2 her or my very old mate when i was 5...
hope is my old pal...coz i abit miss her(not the love miss)
wah since u 5yr old u DID something already. lol
yar
i scolded my mum's friend's daughter
on dat day wen i was 5 i scolded her becoz she throw my favourite toy n its spoilt...
den she said na ni na ni bu bu...den i scolded her "u god damn it!!!"
den wen my mum n my mum's friend came back 2 see us
she pretend 2 cry n she is a superb in cry 1
her tears very easy fall frm her eyes 1
my mum den darn scolded me 4 1 min onli
coz she weak in scolding ppl(yay)
den frm dat on i nver see dat gal again(SHE IS NOT THE GAL I MISS N IS THE GAL I STILL BEEN ANGRYING WIF COZ OF NO SRY FRM HER!!!!)
QUOTE (Stormy @ Dec 8 2003, 12:37 PM)
QUOTE (Wolfkiller67 @ Dec 8 2003, 12:00 AM)
u r pity...
hope im not like u
n i 2day go 2 new jc sch 4 open house 2 explore the sch n i felt strange on dat time
coz wen i almost finish exploring, i saw a gal keep looking n follow me secretly...
wonder wats in her mind,maybe i met her be4 n i did wat ever thing 2 her or my very old mate when i was 5...
hope is my old pal...coz i abit miss her(not the love miss)
wah since u 5yr old u DID something already. lol
yar
i scolded my mum's friend's daughter
on dat day wen i was 5 i scolded her becoz she throw my favourite toy n its spoilt...
den she said na ni na ni bu bu...den i scolded her "u god damn it!!!"
den wen my mum n my mum's friend came back 2 see us
she pretend 2 cry n she is a superb in cry 1
her tears very easy fall frm her eyes 1
my mum den darn scolded me 4 1 min onli
coz she weak in scolding ppl(yay)
den frm dat on i nver see dat gal again(SHE IS NOT THE GAL I MISS N IS THE GAL I STILL BEEN ANGRYING WIF COZ OF NO SRY FRM HER!!!!)
its a brand new day and i skipped school yes i skipped. cos i was configuring the comp till 3am... and kinda dun wanna wake up.... well i just called alan while writing this post n realise that the lesson has ended so its better for me not to go to school liao :D well i make up on friday lor :D
managed to solve the simple network problem that my sis n i had and realise that its actually my comp that has the problem cos some drivers went missing after i had a bad shutdown. :pPp
she thought that the wires are spoiled and it just turned out that its the drivers after i realised that theres some connection between the computers just that it cannot be used ^^ saved her some money to buy a new wire. :D (lol my sis internetworking and communications but still newbie :D ok dun say much bout her liao else she kill me)
ok i expect that its gonna be a "do nothing but rot" day. but the days ahead are gonna be making me so occupied, 1st is cha cha recap session this sat then followed by my friend's bday at 18dec, next is dinner and dance after that will be a get-together with an old classmate :pPp
readjusting my lifestyle now, though still comp freak and gaming siao. lol okok i will change! but first i still remember my goal of gaining 10kg through this holiday, get a nice hair style n get ome great clothes for this christmas. yes its some simple goals but it makes my life better :D
managed to solve the simple network problem that my sis n i had and realise that its actually my comp that has the problem cos some drivers went missing after i had a bad shutdown. :pPp
she thought that the wires are spoiled and it just turned out that its the drivers after i realised that theres some connection between the computers just that it cannot be used ^^ saved her some money to buy a new wire. :D (lol my sis internetworking and communications but still newbie :D ok dun say much bout her liao else she kill me)
ok i expect that its gonna be a "do nothing but rot" day. but the days ahead are gonna be making me so occupied, 1st is cha cha recap session this sat then followed by my friend's bday at 18dec, next is dinner and dance after that will be a get-together with an old classmate :pPp
readjusting my lifestyle now, though still comp freak and gaming siao. lol okok i will change! but first i still remember my goal of gaining 10kg through this holiday, get a nice hair style n get ome great clothes for this christmas. yes its some simple goals but it makes my life better :D
some things thats in my mind...
i dont know why but sometimes this happens,
"好人被人欺, 好马被人骑”- ben
you will nvr know when someone is good to you but you will never forget when someone is bad to you.
ok why do i write this u may ask, well i suppose these 2 explains why sometimes we are actually ignoring the people around us thats actually trying all their means to be nice and good to us, making them feel sad and discouraged.
but when someone is being bad to you, you will nvr forget him/her forever. No im not asking for forgiveness when i did something wrong, but im willing to make it up if i know wat went wrong when i had the chance. but no, not many people gives chances.
these 2 principles tells me that no humans are perfect, and that forgiveness will come a long way unless its clearly seen that one is trying really harder than normal to achieve it. i firmly believe by being nice to everyone though its not going to be noticed easily, there will be one day when the other party will feel it.
how long u may ask? sometimes you may need a life time to prove to someone that you are good to them but wat really matters is to really cherish and protect those whom you know are good to you, through this way, you will know that at least you have tried n have no regrets.
i dont know why but sometimes this happens,
"好人被人欺, 好马被人骑”- ben
you will nvr know when someone is good to you but you will never forget when someone is bad to you.
ok why do i write this u may ask, well i suppose these 2 explains why sometimes we are actually ignoring the people around us thats actually trying all their means to be nice and good to us, making them feel sad and discouraged.
but when someone is being bad to you, you will nvr forget him/her forever. No im not asking for forgiveness when i did something wrong, but im willing to make it up if i know wat went wrong when i had the chance. but no, not many people gives chances.
these 2 principles tells me that no humans are perfect, and that forgiveness will come a long way unless its clearly seen that one is trying really harder than normal to achieve it. i firmly believe by being nice to everyone though its not going to be noticed easily, there will be one day when the other party will feel it.
how long u may ask? sometimes you may need a life time to prove to someone that you are good to them but wat really matters is to really cherish and protect those whom you know are good to you, through this way, you will know that at least you have tried n have no regrets.
Sunday, December 07, 2003
its been a busy weekend for me ^^ i woke up at about 10 am today and was informed by sean that we had a cha cha recap session in blk 34 at 11am. OMG!! i totally forgot about the cha cha, maybe its because i nvr wanted to go for it in the first place cos really la no mood to cha cha when u just 失恋。 anyway it turn out to be a very fun session and lifted my spirit higher. ^^
ok u dont be surprised ok! i know CHA CHA :D ok its newbie though but at least presentable and was complimented by mrs lee lee jung that i can shake well. :D lol okok i dun lao wang anymore cos its TRUE :D
after the CHA CHA lesson, sean, carrick, hu xing, yining, liu hui and i went to orchard road n went shopping :D actually its window shopping but we went around trying clothes n i actually liked one of the shirts tat sean recommand.
though its been a fun day but deep inside i know that im troubled by matters of the heart. WOW ! nvr knew i was so sentimental yeah? ok just read more bout libras and u know it liao :PPpP on the way back it just came across my mind yet again " if i had the chance..." im very sure that everyone has came across this familier line of "if i had the chance" , well im sure theres a meaning behind wat has happened and its only to see if im willing to accept it and move on hopefully finding the solution to all these that has happened and nvr allow it to happen again. though im depressed but im still positive that tomoro will be a better day.
p.s. sean i know u are sad bout ellis but believe in this, wats yours will be yours. im sure this is a test given by fate and must go through this to become stronger.
ok u dont be surprised ok! i know CHA CHA :D ok its newbie though but at least presentable and was complimented by mrs lee lee jung that i can shake well. :D lol okok i dun lao wang anymore cos its TRUE :D
after the CHA CHA lesson, sean, carrick, hu xing, yining, liu hui and i went to orchard road n went shopping :D actually its window shopping but we went around trying clothes n i actually liked one of the shirts tat sean recommand.
though its been a fun day but deep inside i know that im troubled by matters of the heart. WOW ! nvr knew i was so sentimental yeah? ok just read more bout libras and u know it liao :PPpP on the way back it just came across my mind yet again " if i had the chance..." im very sure that everyone has came across this familier line of "if i had the chance" , well im sure theres a meaning behind wat has happened and its only to see if im willing to accept it and move on hopefully finding the solution to all these that has happened and nvr allow it to happen again. though im depressed but im still positive that tomoro will be a better day.
p.s. sean i know u are sad bout ellis but believe in this, wats yours will be yours. im sure this is a test given by fate and must go through this to become stronger.
well this is the song which i think thats fits in wats happening to me and wat i feel though its a self-defeating attitude but well i thats wat i feel now and willl get over it in time bah :PpPp
多爱我一秒钟 - Zhou Chuan Xiong
不必再说些故事和眼泪的废话
反正你就是不再爱我了
好聚好散应该是我的回答
可是我就是不能那么潇洒
你尽管放心,我会原谅你
虽然我开始越来越恨你
过去点滴难道都不值得珍惜
该怎么爱你你才会满意
既然爱情已经到了尽头天啊我该做些什么
才能让你多爱我一秒钟
其实我一直都在等 一直在等
等你爱我爱得多一些
既然爱情已经到了尽头天啊我该做些什么
才能让你多爱我一秒钟
其实根本就不必等 等吧不必等
如果你轻易就会离开我
又何必忙得一场空
你尽管放心,我会原谅你
虽然我开始越来越恨你
过去点滴难道都不值得珍惜
该怎么爱你你才会满意
既然爱情已经到了尽头天啊我该做些什么
才能让你多爱我一秒钟
其实我一直都在等 一直在等
等你爱我爱得多一些
既然爱情已经到了尽头天啊我该做些什么
才能让你多爱我一秒钟
其实根本就不必等 等吧不必等
如果你轻易就会离开我
又何必忙得一场空
多爱我一秒钟 - Zhou Chuan Xiong
不必再说些故事和眼泪的废话
反正你就是不再爱我了
好聚好散应该是我的回答
可是我就是不能那么潇洒
你尽管放心,我会原谅你
虽然我开始越来越恨你
过去点滴难道都不值得珍惜
该怎么爱你你才会满意
既然爱情已经到了尽头天啊我该做些什么
才能让你多爱我一秒钟
其实我一直都在等 一直在等
等你爱我爱得多一些
既然爱情已经到了尽头天啊我该做些什么
才能让你多爱我一秒钟
其实根本就不必等 等吧不必等
如果你轻易就会离开我
又何必忙得一场空
你尽管放心,我会原谅你
虽然我开始越来越恨你
过去点滴难道都不值得珍惜
该怎么爱你你才会满意
既然爱情已经到了尽头天啊我该做些什么
才能让你多爱我一秒钟
其实我一直都在等 一直在等
等你爱我爱得多一些
既然爱情已经到了尽头天啊我该做些什么
才能让你多爱我一秒钟
其实根本就不必等 等吧不必等
如果你轻易就会离开我
又何必忙得一场空
ahh... its been a good night sleep but just b4 i wake up, images from the convention centre flashed across my mind, followed by cuasway point, the flower incident, heartland mall making me feel so confused yet again. i tot i could get over with it?? yes i think still need some more time.
well suddenly i tot, maybe wat sean has said may be true? she is testing me that she has a boyfriend and see how i react? i mean i tried talking to her after that and her response was as cold as snow. :'( well, its up to me to find out but im letting things cool down first before i do anything or should i?
天啊!为舍么要这样对我? *bleah*
well suddenly i tot, maybe wat sean has said may be true? she is testing me that she has a boyfriend and see how i react? i mean i tried talking to her after that and her response was as cold as snow. :'( well, its up to me to find out but im letting things cool down first before i do anything or should i?
天啊!为舍么要这样对我? *bleah*
played gunbound until this hour :D ya its late about 3.40am but made new friends and ate supper to gain weight :D
just knew a girl called karen. she is a leo and is quite similar to mx. she had 5 previous bf (same as mx) told me that she nvr really loved them though. found similarities in them that they like to say " ni zhou kai" and "go away" . ^^ LEO. aug 3rd is her birthday they are 7 days from each other. and 2 yrs difference. dunno if there is anymore similarities.
well its late now, "LING CHEN SAN DIAN ZHONG" - ZHang Zhi chen.
this is nice. well gd nite....
just knew a girl called karen. she is a leo and is quite similar to mx. she had 5 previous bf (same as mx) told me that she nvr really loved them though. found similarities in them that they like to say " ni zhou kai" and "go away" . ^^ LEO. aug 3rd is her birthday they are 7 days from each other. and 2 yrs difference. dunno if there is anymore similarities.
well its late now, "LING CHEN SAN DIAN ZHONG" - ZHang Zhi chen.
this is nice. well gd nite....
Saturday, December 06, 2003
sometimes when my eyes set upon something which i want, i would focus all my detemination and efforts on it only until when i accomplishes it or when i cannot continue anymore.
is it really worth it? u all may ask ^^ but wat i know is that if you truly believe in something, u will do everything to acheive.
"theres no point working hard if you do not believe in yourself"
is it really worth it? u all may ask ^^ but wat i know is that if you truly believe in something, u will do everything to acheive.
"theres no point working hard if you do not believe in yourself"
hi ppl, after gunbounding for nearly 3 hours today with my ultimate gold suit :D its really funny. well my santa claus suit is ready as well :P ^^ will have a nice time gunbounding..
well why do i play gunbound u all may ask.. well its actually knowing that lots of juniors in my clan plays gunbound thats why i join in! My wolfenstein clan juniors started playing then my ngee ann juniors started playing as well thats why i join in after that. and guess wat? many of my war3 mates joined the game as well. they play very well :D the funny thing is that like any game which i started playing at first, ppl will call me names, say im newbie and scold me until i was like " wah lao why like dat?" budden i decide to prove myself in this game and then ...
started playing alot of jump jewels :D well its for the money la. cos i didnt know a faster way to gain money other than JJ. but after that gunbound banned jump jewel right after i got my money suit! omg!! thats was a very very sad thing for me ! budden i nvr gave up and decide to play normally until one day i found out that theres actually a short cut called ice tag and decide to experiment it with easter and finally got the best way to gain money. after much experimentation the faster way of icetag was developed. its was later then andre used the map meta mines which even made the game faster!!
well :D its quite sad that after i got all the items i wanted, theres isnt much fun as i expected cos my friends are all too far behind me in terms of avatar. which makes the game quite distorted. and those who left the game and come back later actually had lost touch and thus owned. making me question the game why isnt it as fun as b4?
sometimes life is like this, u work hard for something which u like and think that it will sastify ur needs but after working very hard and finally getting wat u want, u realise it was not as you expected. all things change due to time. after knowing this, wats the lesson learnt? well i think in no matter wat u do, you do it so as to be happy and live no regrets. even if things nvr turn out as expected u will be glad that u tried cos no matter wat if u didnt even try, you will nvr know. GOD knows all this right? and i believe one day i will meet up with the challenges ahead and things will turn better for me.
:PpP
well why do i play gunbound u all may ask.. well its actually knowing that lots of juniors in my clan plays gunbound thats why i join in! My wolfenstein clan juniors started playing then my ngee ann juniors started playing as well thats why i join in after that. and guess wat? many of my war3 mates joined the game as well. they play very well :D the funny thing is that like any game which i started playing at first, ppl will call me names, say im newbie and scold me until i was like " wah lao why like dat?" budden i decide to prove myself in this game and then ...
started playing alot of jump jewels :D well its for the money la. cos i didnt know a faster way to gain money other than JJ. but after that gunbound banned jump jewel right after i got my money suit! omg!! thats was a very very sad thing for me ! budden i nvr gave up and decide to play normally until one day i found out that theres actually a short cut called ice tag and decide to experiment it with easter and finally got the best way to gain money. after much experimentation the faster way of icetag was developed. its was later then andre used the map meta mines which even made the game faster!!
well :D its quite sad that after i got all the items i wanted, theres isnt much fun as i expected cos my friends are all too far behind me in terms of avatar. which makes the game quite distorted. and those who left the game and come back later actually had lost touch and thus owned. making me question the game why isnt it as fun as b4?
sometimes life is like this, u work hard for something which u like and think that it will sastify ur needs but after working very hard and finally getting wat u want, u realise it was not as you expected. all things change due to time. after knowing this, wats the lesson learnt? well i think in no matter wat u do, you do it so as to be happy and live no regrets. even if things nvr turn out as expected u will be glad that u tried cos no matter wat if u didnt even try, you will nvr know. GOD knows all this right? and i believe one day i will meet up with the challenges ahead and things will turn better for me.
:PpP
ok wat do i like about blogger... its strange i came across this blogger when i was searching for the lyrics of GUI JI by JAY CHOU.
then i was like attracted to its simplicity and it makes itself so simple yet so good.
well wat was i saying anyway :D lets discuss about the testimonials ppl write in my friendster.
ok here are some examples:
"yoz buddy... he like ppl to call him lun ge.. he is a idiot except that he is vry gd in games and i mean all kind of games... one of my buddy, often seen together at my hse during post 'O' period... "
"Friendly person, my impression is that he's always involved with activities in school, probably a student leader"
"he's a computer genius lo..anything to do wif com,he hav his way..smart smart chap!!ahaha..although he is young, he knows wat he wan in life...not a person who talk cock but talk sense lo..you wil love him when you get to know him! "
"LuN aR.. hE is a VeRy SimPle PeRsOn..sO caReFrEe tat i EnVy hiS siNceRitY..VeRy FuNnIe GuY to Be WitH..(-.-)haha.. LuN..a PiEcE oF aDviCe..dOn'T rUsh thIngS.. lEt nAtuRe TaKe iTs CouRse..wHaT is UrS wiLL bE uRs..heEz.. (uNdErStaNd ma???)takE CaRe..sEeYa :P"
"our dear friend here might be a person who is never serious and never right about anything, but i see one thing in u that i ReSpEcT~ , and that is ur determination and passion~! I see it in ur eyes whenever u set urself to do something, is always gonna be done, and done WELL! "
"he is improving in his leadership skills & he becoming more n more sociable too this is a gd start... hehe... ?? Kailun JIA YOU!!! gng to graduate soon right... muz study real hard hor.. dun last min 'ling shi bao fo jiao' =) "
" A cool at appreance but passive indeed ..a joker.. trust mi he is damn funny .. never knw tat this guy can turn out to be a joker lol!!..coz e 1st impression tat he give mi quite & shy ... hee hee ...helpful in nature .. a friendly n nice guy .. ger dun miss out him .. he has a cute personality.."
"a joker..but a funny guy with alot of funny thoughts and innovative ideas...superb gamer..."
"LOL Storm sis intro give pls! this is so familiar! a ultra super protective brother that would not allow his fren to his sister's pic. "
"wow..... so fast grad soon liao..... u were the joker of the class during pri sch... haha... so cute... and i still remember mr wahid used to call u KaiLunatic... u still remember?? heehee... anyway, u were sooo funny... always bringing laughter and joy to the class... oh how time flies..."
well basically for summary of the all the posts which gives a clearer picture of who am i? well i call myself lun_ge in my email is cos its easy to remember and funny :D not becos i like ppl call me lun_ge -.-...
im an idiot? well sometimes everyone acts like an idiot to protect himself ya :D else if ppl know u are capable they will "order" u around and depend on you liao :D
yes im searching for my way of life, decide to put gaming as secondary and more looking at enlarging social circles and interacting with ppl around me thats why i take part in as many activities as possible.
computer genius? nope im not :D but i do like playing games all day long :D really need to quit such no-life attitude :ppPp
simple person? yep sometimes to be simple is to protect urself. chim? well sincerity, passionate, humour, determination and crap is wat comprises in me.
yes i do act cool, as a first impression well why's that so? :D its to observe ppl around me before i talk :pPPp when i know i can be relax when im with this person i can really talk alot :D
anyway :D remember to add me in friendster! lun_ge@yahoo.com ^^
then i was like attracted to its simplicity and it makes itself so simple yet so good.
well wat was i saying anyway :D lets discuss about the testimonials ppl write in my friendster.
ok here are some examples:
"yoz buddy... he like ppl to call him lun ge.. he is a idiot except that he is vry gd in games and i mean all kind of games... one of my buddy, often seen together at my hse during post 'O' period... "
"Friendly person, my impression is that he's always involved with activities in school, probably a student leader"
"he's a computer genius lo..anything to do wif com,he hav his way..smart smart chap!!ahaha..although he is young, he knows wat he wan in life...not a person who talk cock but talk sense lo..you wil love him when you get to know him! "
"LuN aR.. hE is a VeRy SimPle PeRsOn..sO caReFrEe tat i EnVy hiS siNceRitY..VeRy FuNnIe GuY to Be WitH..(-.-)haha.. LuN..a PiEcE oF aDviCe..dOn'T rUsh thIngS.. lEt nAtuRe TaKe iTs CouRse..wHaT is UrS wiLL bE uRs..heEz.. (uNdErStaNd ma???)takE CaRe..sEeYa :P"
"our dear friend here might be a person who is never serious and never right about anything, but i see one thing in u that i ReSpEcT~ , and that is ur determination and passion~! I see it in ur eyes whenever u set urself to do something, is always gonna be done, and done WELL! "
"he is improving in his leadership skills & he becoming more n more sociable too this is a gd start... hehe... ?? Kailun JIA YOU!!! gng to graduate soon right... muz study real hard hor.. dun last min 'ling shi bao fo jiao' =) "
" A cool at appreance but passive indeed ..a joker.. trust mi he is damn funny .. never knw tat this guy can turn out to be a joker lol!!..coz e 1st impression tat he give mi quite & shy ... hee hee ...helpful in nature .. a friendly n nice guy .. ger dun miss out him .. he has a cute personality.."
"a joker..but a funny guy with alot of funny thoughts and innovative ideas...superb gamer..."
"LOL Storm sis intro give pls! this is so familiar! a ultra super protective brother that would not allow his fren to his sister's pic. "
"wow..... so fast grad soon liao..... u were the joker of the class during pri sch... haha... so cute... and i still remember mr wahid used to call u KaiLunatic... u still remember?? heehee... anyway, u were sooo funny... always bringing laughter and joy to the class... oh how time flies..."
well basically for summary of the all the posts which gives a clearer picture of who am i? well i call myself lun_ge in my email is cos its easy to remember and funny :D not becos i like ppl call me lun_ge -.-...
im an idiot? well sometimes everyone acts like an idiot to protect himself ya :D else if ppl know u are capable they will "order" u around and depend on you liao :D
yes im searching for my way of life, decide to put gaming as secondary and more looking at enlarging social circles and interacting with ppl around me thats why i take part in as many activities as possible.
computer genius? nope im not :D but i do like playing games all day long :D really need to quit such no-life attitude :ppPp
simple person? yep sometimes to be simple is to protect urself. chim? well sincerity, passionate, humour, determination and crap is wat comprises in me.
yes i do act cool, as a first impression well why's that so? :D its to observe ppl around me before i talk :pPPp when i know i can be relax when im with this person i can really talk alot :D
anyway :D remember to add me in friendster! lun_ge@yahoo.com ^^
窗外
作詞:動靜-吳信璋(小吳) 作曲:動靜-于京廷(阿滾) 編曲:陳飛午
女聲:Joanna
*男:點了支不想抽的菸 YA~ 思念像煙圈飄散在窗邊 OH~
女:泡了杯沒糖的咖啡 我擦的香水 OH~ 會不會飄到你面前
女:天空上的雲 彷彿像你的心情捉摸不定
男:外面下的雨 捉摸不定
男:回想你扮鬼臉的表情 難以忘記 OH~
女:回想你扮鬼臉的表情 以忘記 OH~
#男:愛離窗外越來越遠 下著大雨那一夜
你哭紅雙眼 都是我不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:是我太顧慮尊嚴 雖然 我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
△女:愛離窗外越來越遠 已過了多久時間
我哭紅雙眼 你沒有不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:愛以被畫上等線 你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
Repeat *,#,△
女:我想拉上窗簾 只是我 不想看到窗外過去的情結 OH~
男:OH~ 我想閉上雙眼 只是我 不想看到窗外過去的情結 YA~
男:愛離窗外越來越遠 下著大雨那一夜
你哭紅雙眼 都是我不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:是我太顧慮轉變 雖然 我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:愛離窗外越來越遠 你等了多久時間
我哭紅雙眼 你沒有不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:OH~越來越遠 你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:都是我不對~ 都是我不對~
女:你沒有不對~ 你沒有不對~
yes thats the song that orcy caught me singing in teamspeak and he recorded it and post it over at the DSD forums!! omg that was some sabo but its fun :D made me laugh lol with friends like orcy who needs enemies?! lol nice one orcy... ur the one with a great sense of humour, though ur scorpio. u are different to sean which is another scorpio but his sense of humour sux :D
作詞:動靜-吳信璋(小吳) 作曲:動靜-于京廷(阿滾) 編曲:陳飛午
女聲:Joanna
*男:點了支不想抽的菸 YA~ 思念像煙圈飄散在窗邊 OH~
女:泡了杯沒糖的咖啡 我擦的香水 OH~ 會不會飄到你面前
女:天空上的雲 彷彿像你的心情捉摸不定
男:外面下的雨 捉摸不定
男:回想你扮鬼臉的表情 難以忘記 OH~
女:回想你扮鬼臉的表情 以忘記 OH~
#男:愛離窗外越來越遠 下著大雨那一夜
你哭紅雙眼 都是我不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:是我太顧慮尊嚴 雖然 我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
△女:愛離窗外越來越遠 已過了多久時間
我哭紅雙眼 你沒有不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:愛以被畫上等線 你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
Repeat *,#,△
女:我想拉上窗簾 只是我 不想看到窗外過去的情結 OH~
男:OH~ 我想閉上雙眼 只是我 不想看到窗外過去的情結 YA~
男:愛離窗外越來越遠 下著大雨那一夜
你哭紅雙眼 都是我不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:是我太顧慮轉變 雖然 我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對 我才發現我無力挽回 OH~
女:愛離窗外越來越遠 你等了多久時間
我哭紅雙眼 你沒有不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:OH~越來越遠 你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對 我才發現這早已經是從前
男:都是我不對~ 都是我不對~
女:你沒有不對~ 你沒有不對~
yes thats the song that orcy caught me singing in teamspeak and he recorded it and post it over at the DSD forums!! omg that was some sabo but its fun :D made me laugh lol with friends like orcy who needs enemies?! lol nice one orcy... ur the one with a great sense of humour, though ur scorpio. u are different to sean which is another scorpio but his sense of humour sux :D
well i suppose many ppl has their own dreams and goals else it wouldnt be meaningful for living for the sake of living . Yes that comes to a point where i have a goal now. but its only some common and simple goal which makes me feel happy.
1st goal - to dye my hair golden :D not really golden but some yellowish or copper will do :D
2nd goal - to meet and find more new friends.
3rd goal - to learn harmonica and piano.. this is the toughest of all 3 i think. cos u need time, money and concentration + determination. i can imagine myself playing piano :D it would be so suave! yes this is some LAO wang* but really la its my own goal :D
yes thats all for now :D
* Lao wang means " Lao wang mai gua zi mai zi kua (老王卖瓜自卖夸) dunno if my kua is correct not but who cares :D!!"
1st goal - to dye my hair golden :D not really golden but some yellowish or copper will do :D
2nd goal - to meet and find more new friends.
3rd goal - to learn harmonica and piano.. this is the toughest of all 3 i think. cos u need time, money and concentration + determination. i can imagine myself playing piano :D it would be so suave! yes this is some LAO wang* but really la its my own goal :D
yes thats all for now :D
* Lao wang means " Lao wang mai gua zi mai zi kua (老王卖瓜自卖夸) dunno if my kua is correct not but who cares :D!!"
i just lost a post... :( anyway that post is to thank all around me thats been offering help and support for me. and i wonder how im gonna spend my saturday..
weichang (thanks for gunbound)
shiwei( thanks for advice)
edward and sean thanks for showing concern
mum thanks for the chicken wing n nuggets :D
my sis for the sweets (she doesnt know i shi lian )
jack for inviting me to the bday chiong on 18 dec and consoling me ^^
'(oo)' peace !
weichang (thanks for gunbound)
shiwei( thanks for advice)
edward and sean thanks for showing concern
mum thanks for the chicken wing n nuggets :D
my sis for the sweets (she doesnt know i shi lian )
jack for inviting me to the bday chiong on 18 dec and consoling me ^^
'(oo)' peace !
Friday, December 05, 2003
wat i like about libras, they are considered the most mannered and caring, considerate ppl.
no? u disagree? but wats for sure is tat they will always care no matter wat and show concern towards their friends.
libras are really gd in giving first impressions. right? :pPp
theres actually no libra thats ugly :pPp
haizz, sarawak trip has really changed the ppl around me and influenced me. examples like florence, mei yu n meixiu. became "dao"? :P didnt know wat happened but hope things gets better.
regarding the friends around me, sean, shiwei, carrick, edward, weiqing,jack(bday coming in 18dec), larry, maria.. thanks all of ur help and consolation.
wats currently on my mind now? erm something like " must gain 10 kg!", "find a goal in life", "help the ppl around me", " hope ben gets better cos he is like having a mental problem?", "hope god gives me a better path to walk for the coming yr ^^", "need discs to burn naruto", "need to get over mx" ...
well just hope i get a good nite sleep without having past images of mx flashing through my mind n making me feel so sad.
songs- " jay chou - gui ji, zhou chuan xiong - duo ai wo yi miao zhong, jackie wu- chuang wai, zhang jing xuan - my way"
no? u disagree? but wats for sure is tat they will always care no matter wat and show concern towards their friends.
libras are really gd in giving first impressions. right? :pPp
theres actually no libra thats ugly :pPp
haizz, sarawak trip has really changed the ppl around me and influenced me. examples like florence, mei yu n meixiu. became "dao"? :P didnt know wat happened but hope things gets better.
regarding the friends around me, sean, shiwei, carrick, edward, weiqing,jack(bday coming in 18dec), larry, maria.. thanks all of ur help and consolation.
wats currently on my mind now? erm something like " must gain 10 kg!", "find a goal in life", "help the ppl around me", " hope ben gets better cos he is like having a mental problem?", "hope god gives me a better path to walk for the coming yr ^^", "need discs to burn naruto", "need to get over mx" ...
well just hope i get a good nite sleep without having past images of mx flashing through my mind n making me feel so sad.
songs- " jay chou - gui ji, zhou chuan xiong - duo ai wo yi miao zhong, jackie wu- chuang wai, zhang jing xuan - my way"
ok today is a sad yet happy day for me...
ok lets hear the bad news first...
well lets see wat i wrote in my clan forum to begin
" well ppl this is the lastest update on wat happened...
ok today i got my results back, all pass !!! yeah!
well here comes the part which makes me feel bad.
today she came back to singapore, my predictions and my friend's guess came true, she didnt called me and she has a new bf after this 18 days. omg!!! anyway i will check it out
im so sad, she got a new bf and nvr waited for me. anyway im not really sure of wat i can do but i know that if i cling on to this i will only fail. so its one step at a time now. "
the news had shocked me but as i knew her charactor as outgoing and very interactive among the opposite sex its only time that she will find one. well like wat the post says, its one step at a time now. thanks those for helping me throughout this journey although i failed for now. but i have learnt lots of things from it.
Something to be happy about, today i got my own gunbound suit. the best gunbound suit i suppose :P yes its childish but its a small achievement that im happy with ^^ if i can transfer my passion for games onto my life and propelling myself towards heights that i thought that werent achievable wouldn't that be nice? well at least i proved to myself in gunbound that i can do wat i want if i wanted to.
some things which came to my mind when chatting with deborah:
man arent born perfect.
let go of things n let God take charge of it
believe in oneself so as to be meaningful in life
leap of faith which u dont question u just believe.
well thats all for now..
so they will need to learn from mistakes.
ok lets hear the bad news first...
well lets see wat i wrote in my clan forum to begin
" well ppl this is the lastest update on wat happened...
ok today i got my results back, all pass !!! yeah!
well here comes the part which makes me feel bad.
today she came back to singapore, my predictions and my friend's guess came true, she didnt called me and she has a new bf after this 18 days. omg!!! anyway i will check it out
im so sad, she got a new bf and nvr waited for me. anyway im not really sure of wat i can do but i know that if i cling on to this i will only fail. so its one step at a time now. "
the news had shocked me but as i knew her charactor as outgoing and very interactive among the opposite sex its only time that she will find one. well like wat the post says, its one step at a time now. thanks those for helping me throughout this journey although i failed for now. but i have learnt lots of things from it.
Something to be happy about, today i got my own gunbound suit. the best gunbound suit i suppose :P yes its childish but its a small achievement that im happy with ^^ if i can transfer my passion for games onto my life and propelling myself towards heights that i thought that werent achievable wouldn't that be nice? well at least i proved to myself in gunbound that i can do wat i want if i wanted to.
some things which came to my mind when chatting with deborah:
man arent born perfect.
let go of things n let God take charge of it
believe in oneself so as to be meaningful in life
leap of faith which u dont question u just believe.
well thats all for now..
so they will need to learn from mistakes.

