Searching for my way of life ...

lol 21st bday...

thank you guys, sean, larry, serene, xueyin, daphne and keith, and everybody else :D for spending my bday with me :D though i drank too much long island liaoz and drink till vomit, no strength and really becoming really HIGH and apologies to daphne which drank too much too haha THANKS GUYS AND YOU LADIES! HOPE EVERYBODY ENJOYED :D

posted by Kailun @ 9/25/2005 11:37:00 AM 0 comments

FUCK YOU CK UNDERWEAR!

seriously i have a tough time being a course i.c., i admit that my leadership skills and various areas sucks but instead of pouring cold water over me , not voicing out solutions during the preparation of events and then backstabbing me when everyone knows that im definately inexperienced. CANT YOU HELP ME AND SEE IM PUTTING IN EFFORT? CANT U SEE I GOT APPROACH PPL FOR HELP AND COMMENTS SO AS TO DO THINGS BETTER NOT JUST FOR MYSELF AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FOR THE WHOLE COURSE? CAN U SEE THAT I GOT DO GAMES, LUCKY DRAW AND SO MANY PREP WORK, AND WHEN I LET THE COURSE DO THEIR OWN BUT ALL I GOT WAS SUB STANDARD AND A BACKSTAB FROM U TELLING PPL I NOT DOING THINGS? WHEN I REMIND U ALL THAT ITEM LIST NEED TO BE DONE COS I DUN WANT THINGS THAT HAPPENED DURING COHESION NIGHT TO HAPPEN AGAIN AND I NEED TO REPORT TO INSTRUCTORS, I GET BACKSTABBED AGAIN SAYING THAT I INTERFERED TOO MUCH? WHY NOT YOU BE THE COURSE I.C. AND LET PPL BITCH ABOUT U INSTEAD? I GOT HIGH MARKS FOR MY TEST NEED TO BE CALLED "BIAO KIA" OR NAMES? I KNOW YOU WANT TO BE BEST TRAINEE, TAKE IT USING EVEN UNDERHAND METHODS? FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND? WHO WAS THE ONE WHO SUPPORTED YOU AND DIDNT WANT YA TO GET OOC? WHO WAS THE ONE WHO CRIED COS ONE UNDERSTANDS WAT DEEP SHIT U WILL BE IF YA OOC AND DONT WANNA LOSE A VALUABLE COURSE MATE AND BELIEVES THAT YOU DESERVES A 2ND CHANCE? YOU ALREADY SCREWED 4 PPL PREVIOUSLY, NOW WHEN THE COURSE IS HEALING BACK WELL, YOU TRY TO SCREW ME AND FEW OTHERS? CURRY FAVOUR INSTRUCTORS, BACKSTAB CM AND ADVISING PPL TO DO WRONG THINGS? CAN YOU PLS BLOODY WAKE UP AND DONT DO STUPID THINGS FOR THE SAKE OF BEING BEST TRAINEE, WAT YOU DO ONLY MAKES YOU MORE EMPTY! SO MANY PPL BRAINWASHED, ALL COS OF YOUR SELFISH ACTIONS, FUCKER! REPENT PLS!

posted by Kailun @ 9/17/2005 02:46:00 AM 0 comments