Flight of the Bumble mosquito...
ok this is a story which happened to me for 2 days. Yesterday at about 4am, i was awaken by a sudden itch that was so irritating that left me frustrated and awaken the "killer instinct" in me. My legs are bitten 3 or 4 times by a hidden mosquito. i turned on the lights, shut the windows and the door making sure that the mosquitoe will not be able to run away. i sat down at my bed and looked carefully around trying to find the mosquito but all i can spot was nothing until i look at my bitten leg and saw a BIG FAT mosquito filled with my blood, immediately i claped my hands and tot i got the mosquito but when i opened my palms all i see was nothing.
MAKES ME SO PISSED OFF!! anyway after 5 mins of searching for the farking mosquito, there was no progress and as i was so tired, i turned off the lights and opened the window and got back to sleep. :
TODAY 5am+ i was awoken yet again by that fiaking biatch mosquito, the itch was so unbearable that i could stop scratching it. using the same strategy taken b4, i shut the windows and closed the door, turn on the lights and then took off the bedsheets ( its blue so its kinda camouflage if the mosquito is to lie there) threw my pillow on the floor and made sure its the perfect condition to get my revenge.
sat on the bed again and tried to spot the mosquito, trying hard with my ears to hear for any sounds (but there was none -.-) just when i tot it is going to be in vain, the mosquito charged at my face, immediately i backed away and nearly fall while trying to get my hands on that piece of bloody sucker. haha after that piak sound "this time im pretty sure i got it" i opened my hands and found that little biatch on my hands lying with blood spilled out and from a round sized super fat blood filled flying mofo into something flatter than a pancake which sells at $1.80 for 3 at Mcdonalds. muahahaha
went to the kitchen to wash my hands after and got a very good sleep with a grin on my face. :D
o.o
"The One You like may not be the one you are with, the one you are with may not be the one you like"
this sounds quite familier compared to "If you cant be with the one you love, love the one you are with"
but as you can see the 2nd sentence is more "heartless" :D but the first one sounds more sad.
okok, this is just something when i was dreaming and suddenly thought of. i mean the first sentence ;)
well you may think why did i suddenly thought of this, the truth is, i had this dream which i found myself being with a girl which i dont like or dislike (its jsut that u dont have the "fall-in-love" feeling when u see her) . she is my real life friend and i firmly believed that the dream happened becos of my friends around me. why? cos they kept bringing her name in front of my face. duh -.-
ok time to explain wat "The One You like may not be the one you are with, the one you are with may not be the one you like" can tell me.
Sometimes when you see some hotbabe( for me) or some hunks (this applies to girls not me) you would like "WAH LAO EH! if i could ..... then i would ... " ;D something like dat and imagination runs wild or watsoever. or sometimes when u just take a good look at your friend of the opposite sex and you suddenly find them not bad and imagination comes to your mind again.
ok maybe this only applies to ppl which high level of testerones in them :p but well it happens to ME! and im quite sure it happens to MANY of my friends too muahaha! So wats behind the meaning of the first sentence, to say it briefly its actually giving a chance to yourself or others but most importantly do watever as long as you are happy.
doesnt it sounds familier when i say "trying to chat someone up and giving him/her all your attention and care but end up getting nothing" or "someone keeps bugging me or trying to hook me up but im just not interested!". :\ so wats the whole idea behind this post? its actually to tell everyone to wake up and cherish watever you had and most important do wat you think you will be happy no matter what happens.
so watever it goes, "I have tried my best, i have no regrets at all" - William Hung
Very Shockingly True.
Name: Kailun
September 25 1984
6:04 PM Time Zone is AWST
SIngapore, SING
Rising Sign is in 18 Degrees Pisces
Very sensitive to your surroundings, other people's feelings become your feelings. Try to avoid negative people because your tendency to empathize with them will make you negative also. An idealist, you must believe in something beyond your normal everyday existence. A dreamer, you like to escape to a world of your own creation. As such, you are known for the vividness of your imagination and should try to share your inner visions with others. Very self-sacrificial by nature, beware of others becoming overly dependent on you or vice versa. Allow yourself to live for yourself once in a while -- you deserve it. Don't be so envious of those who are more aggressive than you -- your gentle charity and true humility are indeed wonderful gifts. on the tenth house cusp (MIDHEAVEN).
Sun is in 02 Degrees Libra.
Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others like you. You despise ugliness, for you being surrounded by beauty and harmony is a necessity of life. You prefer fine clothing, an attractive home and pleasant surroundings wherever you are. Your refined tastes apply to music and to art as well. At times, you are very indecisive you waver and falter when forced to make a choice because you have the ability to see both sides of any question. The positive part of this is that you are very fair-minded and can be trusted to settle disputes. Your greatest challenge is to take any one- on-one encounter and make the most of it.
Moon is in 06 Degrees Libra.
Affectionate, warm and friendly, life must be a "beautiful" experience for you. Unpleasantness should be avoided at all costs. You tend to overlook other people's faults and you would rather give in than fight. You are uncomfortable with strangers, but at ease and sociable with friends and associates. Indeed, you would rather socialize than work -- you can use your prodigious charm to avoid unpleasant tasks. You need the support and assistance of another in order to get you started on any new project -- you are not a self-starter. Be careful of a tendency to be overly self-indulgent (i.e., lazy). Your refined aesthetic sensibilities attract you to music, dance, art and any other cultured activity.
Mercury is in 20 Degrees Virgo.
Very thorough and efficient, you pay attention to the minor but important details of any project. You are a careful thinker who can learn complicated, intricate techniques. You are attracted to practical, useful skills and are probably good at working with your hands. You are very critical of yourself and others, sometimes too much so, and you get the reputation of being a nag or of being nit-picky. Your first reaction to any situation is to try to organize, classify and analyze everything!
Venus is in 29 Degrees Libra.
A very friendly and outgoing person, you hate to be alone. Beware of a continuing tendency to compromise yourself in order to avoid being lonely. Try to be yourself, not what others would like you to be. You have an innate desire to be in refined and elegant surroundings and will go out of your way to create a plush and comfortable atmosphere around you. You have heightened aesthetic sensibilities and are attracted to music and the arts. Try to avoid using your well-known seductive charm in order to get out of doing what you consider to be dirty work!
Mars is in 23 Degrees Sagittarius.
Your every action is motivated by high moral standards and ideals. You will work very hard to improve the lot of the world at large, but you demand action about it -- you do not like to just sit around and talk about doing it in an abstract manner. You like to be where the real action is. You resist mightily any attempts to limit your freedom and you will assist anyone who feels put down and restricted. You are extremely restless by nature -- physical exercise is very important to you if you would maintain your health.
Jupiter is in 04 Degrees Capricorn.
You tend to feel that the only results that are worthwhile are the results that are concrete and demonstrable. You distrust abstract solutions and appreciate measurable achievements. An excellent organizer and planner, you are optimistic as well as practical and realistic about what can and what cannot happen. Very responsible, you consider it a personal weakness to be wrong about anything. This makes you appropriately cautious. You are very efficient but you tend to be cool and detached.
Saturn is in 13 Degrees Scorpio.
You tend to release emotional energies only very reluctantly. This is partly due to your fear of what horrible calamity might occur should they be released -- your emotions are terribly complicated and intense. Try not to repress these energies entirely, however, or you will succumb to negative and destructive forms of compulsive behavior. Give yourself the freedom to look awkward or silly once in a while. The relief you feel will be quite therapeutic and the embarrassment (whether it is real or imagined) will pass quickly.
Uranus is in 10 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 28 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."
Pluto is in 00 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.
N. Node is in 28 Degrees Taurus.
It's not in your nature to seek out many casual acquaintances in your daily round of activities. You feel much more comfortable with a small, close-knit group of people -- those with whom you can relax and work toward known and clearly defined goals. Your loyalty to a person or group, once given, is forever -- you'll expend all of your quite considerable energy in seeing that the group stays together and prospers. You choose your partners and relationships so carefully that you're bound to gain certain advantages from them, including those of a material nature. Be careful though not to let mere self-service be your motivation in establishing your connections -- make sure that there's an even give-and-take!
http://alabe.com/freechart/
As It Says...
You are a Knight!
Aggressive, Bold, Decisive!
Intelligent, logical, and competitive, you live for adventure but also seek a purpose greater than yourself!
Ahh the knight. You seek travel and adventure and when not out having fun & carousing with other men and bedding women, you do seek intelligent stimuli. You understand that your life is meant to be part of something greater, and you seek to involve yourself in activities and in the lives of others to help them. You are overall a friendly, strong, capable person who enjoys competition!
My Destiny...
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly
ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
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UNLUCKY DAY...
i lost my keys, i nearly gave my sis $10 more than i should, i got aimed by lecturer, i paid more for many things, the hor fun i ate spilled all over the place, i am sad, lonely and very tiresome of such life...
My test results...
Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Low click
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
the
Test
Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.
hahaha woot woot believe it or not :P
My life recently...
Attended talks bout public speaking, went for charity drive till 10pm, enjoyed the charity drive though door to door and got scared by dogs a few times. now playing a game called O2JAM! it rox so much, thanks zero for introducing.
O2JAM! you all should try it ^^ i have msged many people to join this game too. try and enjoy :D
Craig David - You don't miss your water (till the well runs dry)
loved this new song. likes the melody. smooth and cool.
As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On a way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever
[Chorus:]
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry
As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and pain for time so long to wait
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever
[Chorus]
For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever
[Chorus]
You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
i found this in my clipboard at home.
"to a place where it will accept me for who I am, to a place where I can rest my heart on...."
i have no idea who did this, its a mystery.
Patrick's Blog...
"MaKE YOurSeLf A BETtEr PeRSon AnD
KnOw whO YoU ARe BefORe YoU TrY AnD KnOw SoMeOnE ELSe
ANd ExPecT TheM To KnOw YOu... "
Liked Patrick's Blog since a long time ago, recently found that many others also do. above is a quote found in patrick's webby, which i think is one that left the most impression in me, but making myself a better person is tough, to know who am i is even tougher, but i'll try to know someone else anyway but not expect them to know me completely (its impossible to know someone completely, everyone has their own secrets)
Another thing that lots of people talked about is The Opane Horoscope Site. I came across it long time ago in an email and bookmarked it. Here is the proper site :
Opane Horoscope
its very accurate because it doesnt only refer to your sign but also your bloodtype.
Libra & A type
for Men
Personality: You are a pacified person who doesn't like to cause arguments with anyone. That's why you are sometimes mistaken for a cold person.
Love Tendency: The combination of your smartness and gallant manners makes you an attractive package to women. You're definitely the leading man out of all the Libra blood types.
Life: Peace and tranquility that you cherish very much. Therefore, you lack the fiery, aggressive business approach. Make sure you work at your own pace rather than to try to catch up your ambitions hastily.
Good Match: Mental stability is very important and A-type Gemini and AB-type Libras and Aquarius are able to provide that for you. A-type and AB-type Leos and O-type Sagittarius also match very well with you because they have the strength to guide you through life.
Bad Match: You don't understand people who are rude and don't have any manners. That's why B-type Aries will be of much inconvenience for you because they start arguments anywhere with you. B-type Capricorns are also people who don't appreciate the finer things in life, such as the beautiful world of art.
ok i posted something extra which is the MATCH. which i found many people not posting it :D for some reason perhaps ^^? Yes its true, i dont like to cause arguments thats why i would normally do all kinds of things to avoid it. Say "NO" to direct confrontation and would normally walk away. Why waste time scolding each other and hurting each other in the end? :P
Smartness and gallant manners. :D but sometimes being too gallant may be mistaken as a shy and cowardly chap and would be made used of :(
A-type is Leading man out of all the Libra Blood types o.o?
wat i find amazing is O-type libras cos they can have more than 10-20 Girlfriends since secondary school. its sort of like knowing wat women wants! You know like Prof. X ^^?<--- thats wat i observed from weijie and edward in my school. shhh they are able to converse very well and is high level in flirting but not able to maintain a relationship for long :
B-type Libras muahaha goes to our cute little weihan. he is ._.! AbsoluteZero. Some gentleman with a strong charactor(yeah u can feel it). nvr heard much stories bout him though lol.
For AB-type libras, im so sad that i knew non of them, or should i say i still havent found them.
:\ i admit that i lack the fiery and aggression in me, well libras are AIR sign. they will tend to work well with those fiery types like Aries (erm certain types of Aries though)
ok for conclusion, i've read about Libras being flirt and able to work well with woman which i find it quite not true for my case but this website has explained it well that flirting applies mostly to the O and AB types. woot! one thing that is for sure is that i really dont understand rude and non-mannered people :P but will be able to in the future ^^.
A BBQ in M'sia
i've just got back from a bbq that was organised by Carrick. a very good event for us to get together. The people includes sean, lionel, carrick himself, yining, liu hui, lu ming, enrica, ren he, hu xing and zhang lan.
the trip started thanks to some persuation by carrick to my mum, i was told im not allowed to go by my parents but sean suggested me to call carrick and ask him to talk to my mum ( who is the one not letting me go to malaysia) . luckily for his psychoing skill, my mum allowed me to go and gave me some money to spend :D i got my passport back and is ready to go at bout 6pm (carrick was unable to contact me due to his phone no batt, and when he found me it was dunno wat time lol)
we reached kranji, took 170 and went to withdraw some money, after which got over to malaysia and exchanged some cash, rate is $100 to 233.20RM. was walking down the place and saw the rate become 233.30RM woot!
when we reached the place my stomach was empty and couldnt tahan. after getting off the car in holiday plaza, we walked around the place cos it was quite late and the shops are closing. not bad the vcd shops have secret compartments to store those pirated stuffs and not to mention those XXX! was browsing the store but whole mind was thinking of food. wat i can see is that sean and lionel are the more enthusiatic ones who wants to make good use of the trip to buy as many cds as they can. real value for money^^ but i dont have ps2, not planning to buy cds(cos can download muahaha) and my whole mind was thinking of food. finally cannot tahan and decide to eat with larry when we reach kfc.
we knew that we are going to eat crabs later but didnt know how late it would be, so i just ordered a zinger meal. met vincent and took his car to find his friends at the car garage after which we went bowling(during the wait, i walked around and bought a stick of century quill eggs from the steamboat van for 1rm i've never seen it in singapore but it seems like its quite popular in johor. The price of food is labelled by the colour of the stick the food is on. very unique van!) .Luckily didnt wait for the crabs cos it was about 1 or 2 am when we were eating the crabs (i would be dead by then if not for the burger). went home after the sumptuous meal. had a fun night and went to bed, chatting bout lots of funny things and disturbed larry till he cant sleep.
woke up next morning at bout 8am then set off and met the rest at the food court in city square. walked around city square afterwards saw "GOTHIKA"'s postal and o.o find it quite impressive halle berry a ghost? and then set off to carrick's place. then while some of them were preparing dumplings while i played fatal frame for 4hours and got stuck. slept till 11pm after that went to clubbing and woot! hot dancing! theres B-boying done by some chinese and malays there. o.O? not bad ^^ very nice!
after much dancing and kino-ing, got tired of the loud music n decide to grab a drink with lionel outside. i ordered milo and Lionel ordered fried rice and milo. then was relaxing and suddenly handphone got reception and i got 2 smses. woot! the reception would go up to 3 bars and then last for bout 10 secs and no more :(
