Searching for my way of life ...: 01/01/2004

Episode 9.

The best epsiode i have seen in long vacation. i was so touched by the story. a truly 5/5 stars production from japan just like "Naruto". everyone who is feeling lazy and not wanting to watch long vacation after you have read this post should seriously consider it. This show will leave a very deep impression in you :)

unpleasant encounter.

its been a long time since i play with her and wat i got was a lecture, some bad mannering and arrogant attitude.

i am a noob but even so, why do you scold me like someone whom you dont know? wat have i done to deserve such treatment and totally not even the slightest bit of respect i can get from you. i have apologized and is greatly disappointed in your actions.

p.s. just realised from her blog that she is having a bad time, nvrmind bout this post -.-

Live is going to be fruitful ahead.

I can feel many activities are heading my way, lots of things are going to happen, starting with from this Thursday till dont know when. but well i know its gonna be enjoyable :PpP

I've become so numb...

i feel so free till i dont feel anything at all. i dont bother bout mx, dont bother bout the coming valentines, dont bother bout warcraft, dont bother bout buying new computer, dont bother bout many things!

letting everything falling in its own pace, not forcing myself to do anything i dont want to do, its to let everything be natural. doing what i want to do and most of all enjoy it!

i watch long vacation until episode 6 now, loved the song, love the plot, love the actors and actresses, basically everything bout the show, the quotes, the classical music, the leading actor and actress. Really considered the best Jdrama of all times, i love how the story is going, every episode is not too short or too long, its like everything about this show is perfect and most of all im really enjoying it!

caught the long vacation fever a long time ago, now i caught it again, and this time i passed the fever on to my friends! Learnt alot of things from the drama itself, its sort of realistic yet mixed with a little fantasy, close to anime content but 100% love story.

no doubt this post is getting emotional lol but well ... end it with this ^^

"A period where you dont have to worry about anything, a period where you dont have to push yourself, a period where you just let everything fall in place by themselves naturally. Let off the excess baggage and will feel much better"

Comedy Night

Just to voice out that comedy night is very sucky now. its been a long time since i watched and enjoyed comedy night, we all know that its really cannot make it nowadays. :( incomparable to taiwan shows :(

Long Vacation.

its monday blues now :(, orcy is leaving to be mata for first 10 days b4 he can contact us again. i lost my miw(ministry of defence) password and had to wait 3 days for new one to come. had to do report for LTA Project by monday or tuesday latest. now its 2.30am, have to wake up at 7am.

just watched "LONG VACATION" 1st episode of 700mb. very nice! 5 stars stars! Valentine's Day is coming.

thats all for now, I love chocolates.

Celine Dion - Where Does My Heart Beats Now

a very lovely song which i want to share with everyone, i heard this song when i was rotting during the 2nd day of lunar new year at my cousin's place. VERY NICE! :D

Celine-Dion's Lyrics - Where Does My Heart Beat Now Lyrics

So much to believe in - we were lost in time
Everything I needed I feel into your eyes
Always thought of keepin - your heart next to mine
But now that seems so far away
Don’t know how love could leave without a trace
Where do silent hearts go?

Where does my heart beat now
Where is the sound
That only echoes through the night
Where does my heart beat now
I can’t live without
Without feeling it inside
Where do all the lonely hearts go

Candle in the water - drifting helplessly
Hiding from the thunder - come and rescue me
Driven by the hunger - of the endless dream
I’m searching for the hand that I can hold
I’m reaching for the arms to let me know
Where do silent hearts go?

Then one touch overcomes the silence
Love still survives
Two hearts needing one another
Give me wings to fly ...

Where does my heart beat now
Where is the sound
That only echoes through the night
Where does my heart beat how
I can’t live without
Without feeling it inside

No, no, no, no

I’ve got someone to give my heart to
Feel it getting stronger and stronger and stronger
Hearts are made to last
Till the end of time.

Malaysia "Truly" Asia :D

spent my first few days of chinese new year in malaysia. lots of happenings and fun in that place. ^^ hmm, spent new year's eve in my Ah Yi's house(in kluang) and saw the tv showing chinatown(channel 8) Lighting up the 88 fire crackers the first time in dunno 3498345 yrs, i find it amusing that it describes like many singaporeans have nvr seen fire crackers b4. well, was holding the joss stick waiting to light my first firecracker of the day when my cousin showed me his arsenal of "FIRE arms" lol theres "huo chai pao"(matchstick firecrackers o.o?), "Xiang Tian Lei"(Roaring Sky Thunder?) and one which i like most which is "Ye Lu Xing"(Night Travellers) and also one "Kong Long Dan"(dinosaur egg)

its been quite sometime since i last played with all these "ammunitions" lol but doesnt seem as fun as before o.o realised that all these are really quite kiddo stuffs but bo chap since new year, decide to play like a kid with my younger cousins :D (blew up some mandarin oranges by stuffing the crackers and lighting it, the orange is like blasted open lol) after that visited some relatives and my grandma (feels like she is getting better now but still not as lively as before)

afternoon of 1st day lunar month: watched Ju-on. :D

about evening of 1st day of lunar month, i set off to Kulai.

reached the place and then zuo boh with my cousin. wen to collect some angbaos and went back to sleep.

reached the next day, 2nd day of lunar month. went to Jusco after some lunch took some angbao, relative of my cousin drove us around and ate, blabla very relaxing day and the day ended with some gambling and got to know my cousin sis's friend. :D 1 word to describe her : CHIO. ^^

then drank red wine after we use the fork and screw driver to get the cork out (we dont have the opener) i drank 2 and a half glasses and was very very high after which i vomited once lol. very shiok.

Malaysia, a place where you can relax, get some mosquitoes bites, see some reckless drivers on the road and where you can litter O.O and play with firecrackers :D. Malaysia "Truely" Asia

My Saturday...

Switched on my computer after i wake up and saw andre's nick "off to the beach ^.^", yes its gwen's birthday party at the beach which i wanted to go SOOOO MUCH!! but -.- stupid bursary has to be taken on that fateful day as well.

couldnt make it to her birthday party but was planning to go to the dinner instead. Reached bukit batok community centre's 2nd storey and waited for the bursary after there was like more than 600 students taking it. finally all ended at bout 6pm. called orcy and randy bout if they are going to meet for dinner realised all not going and zero too not going. Called patrick's handphone and got to know that all of them are having quite a good time. patrick passed to modnar when i asked where are they going next. got to know from modnar that they were waiting for the 2 girls (gwen and alien?) and havent decide where to meet for dinner. asked me to call them 20-30mins later. well since no one is going :(, i wrote this msg to patrick " lol actually i called to tell you tat you are pang sehed" and got this reply back " U all always like tat one la" :/

The Rabbit.

well i remember last friday, i came to school for a tan and fed the rabbit. also hoping to find someone to take care of it for the weekends and hopefully for long ^^. but when i reached the place, i was quite shocked to find out that the rabbit is gonez?

after some searching attempt i failed to find where the rabbit whereabouts. being tired, dirty (dust)and hungry, i decide to find the rabbit after i have my brunch. while i am sitting alone and having my lunch, i saw may, susan and shushan coming. i saw them and gave then nodded to say "hi o.o", and continued having my lunch. After which was quite surprised that they came and sat beside me to accompany me for lunch :D had some conversations bout the day, the rabbit and the recent Building Environment club's activities.

After having my lunch, i went to continue my search for the rabbit, whereas May, susan and sHan went to the booth for the events. after which i looked carefullly at the drains, aircon and the storage area for the practical and found it :D went to take the carrot and the rabbit came directly to me knowing that it was food. poor rabbit, could see that it is very tired and hungry. kept munching at the carrot i bought for 40 cents on thurs. after which i brought it down to the booth and saw mx -.-

nvrtheless, bo chap her and then she left shortly after, guess the cold war isnt going to end. makes me feel some du lanz though i bo chap -.- sick and tired of her attitude.

ok get back to the rabbit, jiayan and others then took care of it while i went for a 45 mins tan at the ngee ann pool. not bad, felt more relaxed and shiok ^^. SPotted jiayan's friend at the 2nd storey looking towards the pool o.O? after which got back to the booth after the tan and called jiayan who is at the canteen and requested for a carrot. after which she came back and the carrot costed her 50cents :D

asked her if she got keep any pets at home (yes some hamsters), and asked if she could keep them during the weekends while i search for someone to adopt it. she says "ok, but im going to keep them at most for a week right?" o.o then we just chatted and slacked over at the booth.

queenin, jean, jiayan and her friend then helped close the booth and we were ready to carry the rabbit out of the campus. keep the rabbit in a box but the box had no cover and the rabbit jumped out when we were crossing the road. (gosh that was some stunt!) my hands took it quickly and continued crossing and put in the box after. jiayan took the box and we continue walking towards the bus stop. only after 6 or 7 foot steps, the rabbit jumped out again! i decided to take it by hand and cross the overhead bridge taking it firmly in hand. Was quite nervous as the overhead bridge is quite high and after the 2 escape attempts by the rabbit i was thinking " if it escapes 1 more time, its GG no more rabbit", luckily crossed the bridge without anything happening as im quite sure that i held it firmly but not hurting the rabbit at all ^^V!

after which queenin offered her bag to keep the rabbit as we board the bus towards clementi but keeping the rabbit in the bag is just a temporary solution. Jiayan had to buy her boots before bring the rabbit to her home and went to BATA and waited for her. Asked for a bag from BATA so that we can keep the rabbit in the box and put the box inside it.

the rabbit kept trying to jump out and left us no choice but to keep it in the bag without the box. So that we can carry it easily. We can see that the rabbit is feeling uneasy after we put it in the bag and kept trying to dash and jump out of it. But i held the bag carefully and managed to suppress it a few times *phew*

after which i boarded the bus with jiayan and friends, alighted and realised that jiayan was scolded by parents for bringing a rabbit home (oops! sorry) Well found out from her today that the rabbit is fine and her sis's boyfriend agrees to take care of the rabbit. thanks jiayan ^^!

FUNNY!

ok this is something funny that occured yesterday. Edward, Jolene and i went to buy some titbits, when we are at the vending machine, jolene asked me if i wanted any, i said "no, you can buy me a drink instead :D" after which i commented " edward would nvr buy me a drink cos im not wearing skirt lol'. after which when we reach the drinks vending machine just behind, edward asked me wat i wanted to drink, then i say " i want 100plus!" after which he says, "nah not buying for u", then jolene asked me "oh 100plus :D?" i gave a nod and said "yes pls :D"

after that edward commented "You said i didnt buy you drinks cos u didnt wear a skirt, do you know why jolene is buying you drinks? its cos you are wearing pants :D" -.-

Xiao Hei.

Well went to school today, and saw black pearl :D mr jaafar couldnt tahan the rabbit for a day and decided to bring it back to the office. spent some quality time with the rabbit, about 3 hours feeding it with the carrot i bought at the canteen for 40cents. ^^

very nice rabbit, feed it and enjoyed watchin it munching on the carrot. after which i realised that my clothes are dirty because of it hiding under the stairs earlier on when i tried to catch it and bring it to the registration booth. To keep me company ^^,The booth was opened for the charity drive going to be held on 7th Feb. was with the rabbit and feeding it with carrot after which it was licking my arms, it was so cute, i could feel its warmth.

the rabbit is very naughty when your trying to catch it but is so obedient when your feeding it and stroking it with your hands.

well now im at home after a long day, hope to see it again :D

BLOG!

ok today its my holiday :D why? cos i slept at 4am and just couldnt wake up and deicde to stay at home and go to school tomoro. :D sianz i dunno why i just dont have the drive! the drive to get up, the drive to go to school, the drive to do wat i want, the drive to just keep myself goiNG! haiz... if theres god, pls give me a miracle.

just came back after gym with shiwei, as usual i was like slacking all the way in the gym cos too weak cannot to much weights as compared lol. nehmind! i will train hard! until i got gosu body :D realised something bad bout somebody. well... o.o

sad thing that happened today, the rabbits are adopted and will not be in ngee ann anymore, the white one is taken by david, brown one is taken by alan and the black one(my favourite) is taken by mr jaafaar. wah lao sad, today nvr go school then all the rabbit gonez :( well at least they found a new home, but if they werent adopted, they would be sent to life sciences department and be used as experiment! wah lao -.-

Another Insane Day.

As you all know i have a siao friend called Ben, known as the person who draws all day all night, can tok cock 24/7 also, strangest behaviour in the world. Summary of this person = HE IS INSANE.

went swimming in ngee ann with him today, didnt get to sun tan much -.- cos quite cloudy today and was suppose to have fun swimming but was quite pissed off cos he always ka ka jiao jiao. (tried to pull my pants off, tried to wrestle me, spray water on me when i was tanning (like wat i wrote in his testimonial, if anyone wants to play a prank on him pls jio thanks -.-) omg he even wanted to drag me off my bench and throw me in the waters when i was like "hey can u just let me tan? kns!"

nehmind, at least he brought the rabbits yesterday which gillian also like the black rabbit more after which i conclude that the libras likes the black coloured rabbit, others likes the brown one and no one likes the white one with some brown colouring. i realised that the white rabbit is like limping, maybe its not feeling well? the black rabbit can really drink water when i gave it the bottle and holding it upright for it. very kawaii maybe should take some pictures of the rabbit when its still in school? ^^

after a long day, lesson(i missed the test), swimming, report writing , my day finally ended with a movie at clementi cinema. the movie is "PAYCHECK" ok not bad, quite a nice movie, the whole theatre has only 3 persons which is maria, lionel and i. wooT! im really scared that this cinema close down sia, its becoming worse and worse in my opinion, hope lots of people support this cinema else its really GONEZ!where can you find a cinema which charges only $5 for a movie? its a very nice cinema but well didnt have people going there.

heres something which i saw from cindy's msn nick and found it meaningful
" if you can't be with the one you love, love the one you are with" o.o

The Cup!

:D bought a cup to replace the one which i broke in yining's place. not bad ^^ felt very good after buying the cup and giving it to her. makes me feel like i have just put a heavy sack off my mental load. went around shopping, looking around :D walk walk chat chat.

ya life is stressful nowadays, new study environment for me to adapt, report to be handed up, cold war with mx, present for gwen not bought, planning to watch "paycheck" but dunno when, lack of sleep cos couldnt stop burning midnight oil with computer, trying to gain weight hmm but i can sense $$$ coming lol (Bursary and CNY) woot woot :D

woot woot = something you say when you are feeling very shiok.

ok today isnt as stressful cos ben bought rabbit to school today and i had a nice time playing with them, theres 3 rabbits and i like the black one very much, cos its like a black pearl to me. then the brown one is naughty, the white one is some lazy lol ( it can stay on the grass patch for whole day without moving but the brown and black one can move so much! i remember when ben is going to show me the brown rabbit it disappeared dunno where but it appeared after i show maria and weelee the rabbits.

not bad ^^ very nice rabbits. make me wanna bring them home to play. but due to parents not allowing animals. cant do much -.- well nice of ben to bring rabbbits to Ngee ann bring life and reducing stress for us.

Got to see a horoscope mail from maria's hotmail. very nice mail. but my friend got concerned but the compatibility bout the horoscopes. my advice to him is as below.

"in the end, its to accept each other as who they are, not who you think they are."

horoscope is to be refered as a guild, dont be too obsessed with it :D i've seen people which the horoscope deem as honest but is downright cheapo. yuks yuks yuks

A joke that isnt really funny to think bout it.

Strange happening in a hospital

There was this case in the hospital's Intensive Care ward where patients always died in the same bed and on Friday mornings regardless of their medical conditions. This puzzled the doctors and some even thought that it had to do with the supernatural. Why the death? So the doctors decide to go down to that particular ward to investigate the cause of the incidents. Come Friday morning, everyone at the hospital ward nervously waited for the terrible phenomenon to occur again. Some holding wooden crosses, prayer books and other holy objects to ward off evils.........

Just before the expected time......

Then Ah Soh, the part-time Friday cleaner, comes in and unplugs the
life support system so that she can use the vacuum cleaner.

woah if this true then this is one example of doing something without actually knowing that you did something wrong. its quite unavoidable. this joke isnt really funny to think bout it, but well it was intended as a joke. it left me thinking, who should shoulder the responsibilty if something like dat happens? the ah soh or the hospital? or things should be kept hidden from the patient's family members?

*i think i think too much ler* :PpP

Have you heard of the ORANGE RANGE?!!! :D

:D ok now im listening to a gosu song by ORANGE RANGE ^^ super duper nice song its the 3rd ending song for Naruto Anime. woot woot! thanks orcy for sending me that song! really gosu!! hmm, if interested just download from me ^^.

woot woot a day rotting at home playing war3 then gunbound then war3 then gunbound. been on a winning streak ^^V! yes very nice!

made 2 new friends in gunbound through alien. 1st is JiangX , a year 3 Nus student. the next is DA MA YI! yes his name is BIg ant. lol he is my "pet" now. he is another NuS student. well nice to know you all ^^

make your move!

ok chess! but now its not bout chess, its bout life ^^ i think im planning to slack for both fri and sat. after that go out on sunday to meet yining and buy her a cup and hope she bought the gift for liuhui so i can share or maybe buy on sun lor ^^

okok bout thurs something bad/good happened, my card for mx was destroyed! omg, it was discovered by weelee then he says " nah , your love letter. -.-" then i was like o.o, then after that edward that joker wanted to take a look bout wats inside, which only i know and i was like "no!! give me back!" cos i dun wanna anyone to know wats written inside. its something i wrote for mx but nvr gave her. then he wanted to see then we struggled with the card and like wat u can imagine, it was torn into 2 pieces. *WOW!*

i quickly take the card and ran out of office finding a way to dispose it. the funny thing bout all this is that i wasnt angry, i was just shocked. then was like when the card is in my bag, i felt sad whenever i see it, but now it was destroyed i felt some relieve? well had to move forward in life.

maybe its a blessing in disguise to help me forget bout all the things that happened. it gave me the confidence to totally forget bout the matter and move on. accepting wat had happened as past and embracing the future. ok edward apologized, but well its ok u have indirectly showed me the path which i should take.

p.s. i've seen things clearer than before now, its time to move on.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars :D

ok changed my blog template yet again ^^ did some editing myself *though i suck in html but im not bad at editing ppl's work* woot woot! :D know nothing bout the template inside so had to figure out myself through websites.

firstly i wana thanks the miz group for creating such a nice template. i will keep their links so if you all are interested can go and take a look over there.

i think its gonna be a busy week. gotta learn new things ^^ hope u all enjoy the twinkle twinkle little stars muahahaha *gay* woot!

lol

Hi ppl i just realised that LALALAND is from the elmo's lala song.. some funny :D well gwen u asked for the other version of elmo song ^^ ok here it is in my computer just msg me for it k ^^

well ppl im searching for the photos at kiat's bday. if you got pls send k ^^

WOOT!

well today gana tricked by sai orcy so today no movie :D maybe few days later then go out lor like dat. :D then well my spiderman site bit boring without some songs now im gonna get some songs :D well go play war3 first. its a boring day today, will have my first tutorial tomoro in school . hope my classmates are gosu :D

ok heres the song now its called Sweetest Sin :D woah very nice?

enjoy!!

Jessica Simpson
Title: Sweetest Sin
Album: In This Skin

Can you imagine us,
Making love..
The way you would feel the first time that we touched,
Can you think of it..
The way I dream of it,
I want you to see like im seeing you..
It's a picture of perfection,
The vision of you and me..

Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture this..
Your finger tips on my finger tips,
Your skin upon my skin..
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
Would be the Sweetest Sin..

All night I lie awake,
Cause it's to much to take..
Dreamin' about the love that we could make..All day,
I think of scenes..
To get you next to me,
I want you so bad that I can barely breathe..
It's a sign of my obsession,
That I can't stop thinkin bout'

Your lips upon my lips,
Can you invision this..
Temptation that I could never resist,
Your skin upon my skin..
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
That would be the Sweetest Sin..

It would feel so good,
To be so bad..
You don't know how bad.. I want that,
I would do anything to feel your love..

Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture this..
Your finger tips on my finger tips,
Your skin upon my skin..
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
That Would be the Sweetest Sin..

Your lips upon my lips,
Can you invision this..
Temptation that I could never resist,
Your skin upon my skin..
Would be the Sweetest Sin,
Would be the Sweetest Sin..

Your lips upon my lips.. would be the Sweetest Sin

Yesterday!

ok yesterday we were owned by the alt 3v3 team. ok nice work done by alt.. really too pro and we were unmatched anyway i believe we could have done better if ... (hey god pls grant me a new pc)

ok nuff war3, then yesterday mass chat with many people and was only involving bout gwen's bday. the only girl in DSD gets the best treatment from all the war3 guys O.O. woot? ok la if she is in korea she would be a Superstar. but too bad singapore wor lol next thing will be bout wat to bring to bday on beach at sentosa. well i have NO IDEA! nehmind keep lookin and will be discussing with sai wei and others soon today cos we are meeting for a movie today.

soon be watching paycheck :D hope it doesnt suxor cos i got a feeling its gonna suk big time. anyway see how lor. yesterday went to sim lim square yet again with carrick and realised that he didnt install the drivers cos he didnt see the diskette and in the end tot that the product was faulty but it wasnt -.- woot woot! -.- anyway got the refund and bought the router. changed the cross wire to straight wire. and later he went back and test it (dunno if works not but i saw his help msg)

didnt help him cos its hard to tell him bout com setting when im not at his computer. sorry carrick! next time you ask me directly lor cos really damn hard to tell you online.

anyway sibei tired that night went to sleep and now staying at home liao (ok im pontang king) :D

SpY the MAN! 2 !! woot woot!

ok this is the first post after i change my blog template, woot! i did it myself :D ok thanks orcy for telling me web1000.com but nvr offer any assistance after -,-, thanks patrick for offering to help my webby but i figured out myself :D, thanks gwen for telling me how to enable singnet being able to view blogs(which in turn thanks chan for telling gwen). and lastly thanks sony pics for doing a blog template which caught my attention ^^

ok just realised that i cannot view my chinese words after changing the blog template but nehmind! will solve the problem later :D ok regarding comments in my blog, im not going to put any haha! yes you can read but you cannot write back muahahaha woot woot (orcy ni shi sai) thats about all :P

Yes first day of school, played gb and war3 till 2 am yesterday and couldnt wake up on 7am in the end reach school at 915am woot !! im king lol

ok reach ngee ann and saw lots of ppl, yes life in ngee ann is revived !! yeah! roxor see new faces in ngee ann again. even happier to see old ones :D after that went and have breakfast with ben and terry. after that when going to class, was owned by mrs tan, she gave a test and locked the room. OMFG! GG! bo bian sit outside until she open the door and then she sought of mumbled something like "You are owned, no need to sit for the test" my god !! she is a BIATCH! okok respect for teachers, then later i cool down and sit on my chair then was like she mentioned bout something dunno wat and my reply was "ccb f you"(in a gentle whisple tone) budden she heard it -.- and heng ah she tot i scolding terry. :D but that was for her.

nehmind! i just sat and listened to her lesson (being angry doesnt cure, so i have to impress her that i can listen to her lesson) ok then i was like given questions to answer (heng ah i got pay attention) . then later gave lots of good answers. woot realised she actually not bad as a teacher. then was like ok la today everything nvrmind. next time i also dont be king liao then :PpP

after lesson ended, and went back to office. surf net and do nothing till 4pm just walking round and talking cock with friends. woot realised fiona is in my project group not bad! got manpower liao. then we all can get along quite well :D (of course la 3 yrs liao leh)

anyway then went to find carrick, after that go to simlim square with him to buy wire but realise in the end all cannot use after coming home. (sianz tomoro must go there again) the bright side is that i learnt lots of things in simlim square though. (powered up my networking knowledge)

after tat at home at with orcy and zero. 1st funny thing is that orcy and i dual human fight 3 armies and won (woot woot) , after that i do stunt (control zero's pala to disturb him from creeping and resulted in his mk die lol), he then sibei du lan and quitted lol. ok then 3rd game, gana owned by orcy and zero, both couldnt dulan my stunts ( use orcy's peons to attack his buildings while building, ka jiao their units, tp teamkill orcy, blablabla all accumulated stunts i did) and then now both tp teamkill my base lmao. owned! after that did use smurf to flame kopi. (kns was discovered by kopi)

ok thats bout all liao. today is a very ridiculous day. :D and this is the most ridiculous post i written anyway ^^ "明天会更好"

Roxor Song describes wat happened so well..
so hard to find the lyrics. well here it is .. ^^

Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about

Today is a sad day.

ok heres my blog for the day :D i woke up after getting morning call by maria at 8a.m. woot i was struggling to get up but in the end i still went to take bus directly to harbour front so as to go sentosa. on the way i was reading some environmental psychology book(wah lao must write report -.-) then read bout 10 pages.

after that reach at bout 9:20am then realised no one there. -.- i tot it was suppose to be 9.15am? budden wait till 9.40 then ppl start appearing. wah lao i wanted to fly them plane one but in the end all late comers lol. win liao everybody fool me eh? :P

ok nehmind! after that we walked cross the bridge and paid $2 for entry. ok total ppl who came = 7. (Jean,Terence, Vinson, Maria, Suhua, Deming and i) ok went to palawan beach n sat there reading my book (maria nvr tell me to bring extra clothing and shuhua like told me to bring but i forgot so conclusion = i nvr bring clothes and volunteered to suntan there and ogle at ppl instead :D(take care of their belongings also)

after that play for a while, then went to the southern most part of asia and climb up on TOWER RIGHT ( theres 2 tower, but i went up tower right) its my first time there. enjoyed the breeze and scenary and talk cock sing song :D) after that took the beach train (yeah another first time take beach train :D) very nice ride!! enjoyed the beach. theres people doing water biking performance too.

after that we settle at sunset bay (ya roxor place) then was like listening to discman and chatting with su hua. Ok after that vinson and i buried su hua in the sand ,lol very funny comment made by vinson after we bury her. ok get to know each of them better after the trip. had fun chatting and sharing my thoughts with them. ^^

after tat we went and had dinner together then off to take 188 and home sweet home.

p.s. If you sad, confused and pissed, stop for a while and go forward.

hi heres one thing which i find funny "You Cant Say a Person sucks but you can tell them that they are good" something that i was thinking when i was playing gunbound ( man i need to grow up :D) well its like when i tell someone that they are pro, they felt great and will be nice to you but when someone say that they suck immediately they will change their mood and f*** you back lol i think this applies everywhere.

many times people are humble and will say that they are not that good when you compliment them :D but most willl insult you back even if they are really cannot make it. yes thats something interesting :P

woot i spent more than 24 hours outside my home for the countdown at randy's place (punggol) and now back at my place (jurong east -.-)... well its was a nice day for me. thanks randy and his parents for being such great hosts. thank you all very much the dinner rox :D its was prawn noodles (i had 2 bowls) and some chicken wings (so delicious! i had 3!) ^^V!

after that we played mahjong till 1am :D, was watching the tv during the countdown ^^ jamie yeo was so o.o!!! chio!!! well thanks everyone who msged me happy new year. and happy new year to everyone yet again :D

yes i believed that everyone's mood is thinking bout 1stly wah lao school reopen liao, 2ndly wah lao work again -.- 3rd wah lao no more late nights -.- kekeke and all sorts of things waiting to be done. yep! that suxor, thats why to me we need to make use of our lives fully else its really a waste of time like wat randy described. Life is a waste of time if you dunno how to make use of it.

like wat adam king said (haha the commercial) "You only live once." ok and how should i make use of my precious(life)? im still not very sure bout that but i dun wanna waste my life acting as someone else in front of everyone. To just being myself, do wat i want to do and enjoy my freedom is the best way for me now. but its still "easier said than done". yes not many people can accept you for who you are. thats wat friends and buddies are for, they dont mind you being yourself rightz :D? (as long as you dont do bo liao things that hurt each other la) wat i mean by being myself is that you can say watever you want, laugh together and do watever you want. "Just Being Natural" is the key.

many a times im actually holding myself from saying wat i want cos i dont think the other person can accept it, or actually forcing myself to say or do something! thats making myself so uneasy. to actually find somebody which you can be yourself and that person being him/herself is very hard (i've saw many people who are very fake -.-)

"Find someone who you can be true to each other"

Searching for my way of life ...

Friday, January 30, 2004

Episode 9.

unpleasant encounter.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Live is going to be fruitful ahead.

I've become so numb...

Monday, January 26, 2004

Comedy Night

Long Vacation.

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Celine Dion - Where Does My Heart Beats Now

Malaysia "Truly" Asia :D

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

My Saturday...

The Rabbit.

Friday, January 16, 2004

FUNNY!

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Xiao Hei.

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

BLOG!

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Another Insane Day.

Monday, January 12, 2004

The Cup!

A joke that isnt really funny to think bout it.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Have you heard of the ORANGE RANGE?!!! :D

Friday, January 09, 2004

make your move!

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars :D

lol

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

WOOT!

Yesterday!

SpY the MAN! 2 !! woot woot!

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Friday, January 02, 2004

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