Searching for my way of life ...

Blood Donating...

i went to the HSA bloodbank during my first medical appointment for my tailbone, and then to my surprise they got very nice seats for the blood donors but too bad after filling the form and talking to the doctor. She say i got take anti-malaria pills and cannot donate blood now and have to wait for at least 1 month b4 i can donate. sigh, no halloween t-shirt and then now i receive a postcard saying that i have donated 3 units of blood this yr and ask me to claim my t-shirt when i visit for next donation and its valid till 31st dec 2004. hmm, i will make a trip down there sometime later, perhaps after i POP and hope this time i can donate blood and try the seat also see wats in for me haha

posted by Kailun @ 10/31/2004 01:39:00 PM 0 comments

Spelling Mississippi

A bus stop and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an
animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at
first,but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say
the following:
Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come
once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee
twice. Then I come one lasta time.
You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine, retorted the lady indignantly. In
this country.......we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex
lives........
Hey, coola down lady, said the man. Who talkin' abouta sex? I'm a justa
tellin' my frienda how to spell 'Mississippi'.
I BET YOU GONNA READ THIS AGAIN!!!!!

posted by Kailun @ 10/31/2004 01:11:00 PM 0 comments

My sat and sun... :\

very sian... i want to find someone to spend my sat and sun with... anyone will do! i just wan to have fun, fun and more FUN!

posted by Kailun @ 10/30/2004 08:18:00 PM 0 comments

Field Camp ARGH!!

wow left home from 17th Oct till 29th Oct! Some long vacation to tekong chalet, but now this package tour is something different :'(

on 18th went for tailbone checkup, nvr even got an x-ray just saw the doc and he asked if im fine already and i said yes and after reconfirmation, i was discharged(no need to go there for tailbone appointment anymore cos 100% healed :D), then as i know next mon which is 25th of Oct is on my field camp so i changed my appointment to 22nd which is on friday, the day b4 fieldcamp and went for lung checkup and yes its 1oo% healed yet again :P and i was discharged too. well now im fighting fit liao, went back camp happily and got some last min shopping for platoonmates but only return to find all my platoonmates had their haircut already cept me cos i go medical appointment :
then came the most horrible week of my bmt. FIELD CAMP :\ i thought that it was gonna be fun but instead it wasn't the fun and laughter i've imagined that it would be, but instead it was dirty, ugly, makes u shagged and worse than that of wat u think of hell.

First day fieldcamp, did all the SAI KANG cos i was having status after recovering from cough and had to "construct" the toilet with 10 others including sergeant using iron pickets and money ramp ;\ then later take the jerry cans and many more things. Grrr :\ ill-treating us recruits! :'(

really super shagged man the first day, but the worse is yet to come, tekong was raining and raining when we went from place to place, had to construct tent in harsh conditions, muddy place with ants and termites everywhere and worse of all being the buffet breakfast/lunch/dinner for the mosquitoes. No place to bath, no time and water to brush your teeth ahh its hell and cant change socks, whole body soaked with mud, rain and sweat combined with bit of your own camouflage and have to pluck vegetation on ground to put on helmet and SBO so as to conceal ownself in the terrain so that other ppl canno spot us and all these plucking and all things must be done fast else pumping position until u sianz :'( damn dirty place with and my bottle is covered with mud and stench all over but still have to drink from it, the food is rations, cold rations, they issued us solid fuel but we arent allowed to cook. maggi mee had to eat raw, but good thing is that some of the food taste good though.

No toilets to be found, you have to dig your own and talking bout toilet, some of them doesnt appreciate the efforts of the ppl who constructed the toilet and anyhow shit around making the whole place dirty and smelly -.- i constructed it and nvr use it but others who didnt, used and dirty it for god's sake. Really dont know wat some ppl are thinking all are adults yet still not sensible nuff and worse still, got one time whole company was punished for one stupid farker who went behind the palm trees and shitted with tissue flying all around and nvr covered his own shit making flies coming and making the place whole lot of mess and caused the company to do about 80 pumpings and 40 crunches. Was Already super shagged liao and have to gana torture in dirty and smelly clothings. Lucky Field camp over now, only time thats fun is playing with blank rounds and chitchating with platoonmates during lunch and dinner hours. Last night was the best, after digging the shellscript(its one of the worse thing to do during BMT), we got a chance to rest under the moonlight and lay there, though its wet, its cool and comfortable.

Happy to be back, i love and treasure wat i have now even more, especially , family, friends,food, bed, home and my toilet :P

posted by Kailun @ 10/30/2004 01:13:00 AM 0 comments

Bookin In liaoz

Gonna sleep under the moon with the sky as the blanket and ground as my bed this week. So unable to book out this week liaoz :( sianz!!!

posted by Kailun @ 10/17/2004 06:56:00 PM 0 comments

Weight Increased to 73kg :) Height is 178cm

posted by Kailun @ 10/17/2004 05:45:00 PM 0 comments

How Deep is your L O V E?

i've been reading up on people skills and then realised this part which is very special and decide to take it down and post it here :P

" Connection with others means inclusion, involvement, affiliation, support, love, affection and membership. People with concerns about connections are fearful about being left out or ignored. Extreme concerns with connection can develop out of early experiences of being either abandoned or smothered. Individuals who are overly concerned with connection may come across as needy or intrusive. They may tend to live through others.

People who are uncomfortable with connection may be withdrawn or have a tendency to avoid others. Often people are ambivalent about connection: They may want it, but fear it or believe they don't deserve it. Instead of connection, they obtain distance. Such individuals may seek attention through rebellion or deviant behaviour. The reponses they get usually reinforce their ambivalence. These are the people who live according to the maxim: "negative strokes are better than no strokes." "

posted by Kailun @ 10/17/2004 05:29:00 PM 0 comments

New Subject in school :D
Posted by Hello

posted by Kailun @ 10/17/2004 01:46:00 PM 0 comments

Story of a bread

i seriously have no idea where my sis got this piece of article from but its good :P

One upon a time there was a piece of bread. It is a rather typical slice of Gardenia bread.It sort of told itself one day, "Hey man, I'd like to conquer a mountain! I cannot be a real bread without climbing a mountain."So it made the decision to climb Mount Everest, being a rather ambitious piece of bread. It is also wholemeal.So it set off that very day to Everest, without any procrastination at all.Up and up it went, climbing with all its might. Huff and puff; the bread did not stop to take a rest.By midday he has finished climbing half of the mountain (it is very fast despite being wholemeal), but there was a problem.He felt HUNGRY.He looked to his left, and to his right ... There is certainly no food in sight. It's snow everywhere!There was nothing to do, except ...He dropped the horrific thought and continued trekking.1 hour later he could stand it no longer! He bit off a corner of himself.And it actually tastes pretty good!He continued trekking as he is very determinded to reach the peak of the mountain.As he walked he had to continue eating himself.When he reached the top of the mountain he finished eating himself and there was no more bread.

posted by Kailun @ 10/16/2004 08:25:00 PM 0 comments

Sotong week :P

well i realised that my fieldcamp is next week and so i can go donate blood tomoro :P

this week is quite a sotong week, well cos many things happened and i was blurblur all the way. like e.g. today i pump 20 times dunno for wat reason and later found out that it was the sergeant's own mistake that caused my punishment. the story is like this, my friend ah tu was asked to fall out for a while to shout for ppl to draw arms but then i was not informed and then during his turn, his rifle was skipped and then as i am the armskote assistant i have to keep the rifle so that people can take their rifles. after that, he came and asked for his rifle which i dunno where its kept, then when i was about to hand his rifle to him, the sergeant came and ask me why i didnt give ah tu's rifle? ( ???WTF??) i wasnt informed bout all the happenings and then i replied him honestly that i dont know, then the sergeant ask me to down 20 (!) in the end found out that the sergeant ask ah tu to come out then ask ah tu why he didnt take rifle and then when ah tu took his rifle, i have to do pumping (-.- really wtf?) stupid sotong sergeant pump me but as i m only a recruit i can do nothing :
then this week my pullup improved to 10 and nearly got my 11th pullup :P, got 243cm for sbj, 46 for sit ups, 10.1 for shuttle run. so its 5 points for every station and 4 points for pullups :) budden my 2.4 got 0 points lol cos i ran 13:40 alamak long time nvr do leg exercise cos i injured then now 2.4 become CMI. well nvrmind, i am not in the RT list wahaha cos i got superb results for the rest of the stations. hope i can get gold for IPPT ^^ (only left 2.4 to go :D)

posted by Kailun @ 10/16/2004 07:51:00 PM 0 comments

Feeling Melancholy :,[

"There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass” (Charles Kuralt).

posted by Kailun @ 10/09/2004 06:31:00 PM 0 comments

如果没有遇见你，我就不会这么孤单，如果没有想起你，我就不会那么寂寞

posted by Kailun @ 10/09/2004 04:14:00 PM 0 comments

Next week :( No bookout

sigh this 16th i will be in field camp in tekong. so i will postpone my blood donation to 23rd bahz
:(

well i took this test from wendy's and not bad :) actually i can score better if i put attention into it budden too tired, just came back and browse ppl's blog so didnt really put effort :X but quite surprised haha

Greetings Kailun
Thank you for taking the test. Please bookmark this page, it will be available online for two weeks. You may also print a copy of each section for your records.
General statistics
Total number of questions: 30 Questions answered: 30 Questions not answered: 0 Questions answered correctly: 26 Questions answered incorrectly: 4 Percentage correct answers: 86 %
Your age adjusted IQ score is 139 and the average score for all test takers is 100.You scored higher than 99 % of all the people that took this test.

Standard Deviation: 15
The bell curve (also called a "normal curve" or "normal distribution") is a graph that shows approximately how much of the population falls into each IQ range. In theory, if we tested everyone in the world with a traditional IQ test, most people would score in the " Average" range. A smaller number would score moderately below average and moderately above average. Very high and very low scores are rare.
The scores and percentiles above apply to tests that have a standard deviation of 15 points. The Stanford Binet Fourth Edition (Binet FE) has a standard deviation of 16 and the Wechsler scales (such as the WPPSI-R, the WISC-III, and the WAIS-III) have a standard deviation of 15. Therefore, for different scales the percentages may vary.Click here to convert your score to the Cattell and Stanford-Binet scale.
Grade Statistics
Grade
Range
Percent
Genius
>144
0.13%
Gifted
130-144
2.14%
Above average
115-129
13.59%
Higher average
100-114
34.13%
Lower average
85-99
34.13%
Below average
70-84
13.59%
Borderline low
55-69
2.14%
Low
<55
0.13%

Your Grade ** Gifted **
Anyone with a general IQ this high is considered to be gifted. The median of scores on high range tests lies in this range. You have the ability to think critically, conceptualize ideas and form your own conclusions. Your ability to think in patterns and to produce order out of chaos enables you to see logic in everything and handle most of lifes complexities. Needless to say you are self-aware of your abilities and have the brains for all known occupations. If you think of intelligence as an ability to adapt adequately in relatively new situations then you are at the top of the charts.

posted by Kailun @ 10/09/2004 04:04:00 PM 2 comments

Gift Of Life!

hmm i just received a letter from bloodbank@HSA heres wat it says, " Donors donating Blood at the BloodBank@HSA from 11th to 31st Oct will receive a special halloween t-shirt. Come dress in your fanciest costume and take part in the halloween parade on 29th oct 2004. Attractive prizes will be given to donors with the fanciest costumes. "

well since i am unable to go on the 29th to join in the fun :(, i will be donating blood at the bloodbank on 16th or 17th. Interested parties pls reply me so we can go together ^^

posted by Kailun @ 10/03/2004 06:23:00 PM 0 comments

hahaha

its quite amazing that i weigh 67 kg 7 days ago and 70 kg now :)

posted by Kailun @ 10/03/2004 11:11:00 AM 2 comments

Life oh life...

this week is also the week where all the new comers come, all of them reminds me of the day when i just came to tekong as a new bird, now old bird liao all of us laughing at the new recruits cos they look quite retard :X like us in the old days (7weeks ago) lol.

time really flies when you are in tekong, i was thinking bout this and discussing with derrick and came to conclusion that its cos we do all these so often that we are already mentally prepared liaoz, 5am auto wake up, tio pumping also felt natural and actually quite relax when doing pumping :) (thanks to our solid training these past few weeks), already Xi Guan Chen Zi ran, get used to it until become part of our lives liaoz. Even doing gym doesnt seem as xiong (difficult) as it was for me few weeks ago. now can do more and changes in my body seems rapid. Muscles growing and fats burning away. Think im a bit PT siao liaoz, but i have to say this, " NS Rox, bunkmates and sergeants and PT and PC and Tekong Food is getting better and better ^^"

posted by Kailun @ 10/02/2004 10:36:00 PM 0 comments

Nice week ^^ but...

nice week :), booked in this monday and got back with my bunk and platoon mates after 10 days of rest. Missed Tekong Food and the buddies and sergeant and the funny Warrant Pete so much haha! After coming back, many of them thought that i m still not good in pull ups, especially my bunkmates who are so surprised that after i rest for 10 days, i passed my pull ups miraculously! :) First day of BMT on Wed and i could do 6 pull ups liaoz wahaha! Even Platoon Sergeant Kenneth was shocked when he see me able to pass my pullups after my long rest woot woot! 1 down and only left 2.4 to go b4 i get my pass then silver then gold :)

i can smell my ippt badge coming haha. A fun week where all the disruptees came back on tues to join us and we had a small mooncake festival celebration by eating mooncakes together. it was a memorable and enjoyable day. BMT is such fun! my armskote is gonna open soon, im an armskote assistant, in charge of checking rifles and handling them. Seems like theres lots of responsibility involved :P but i can do it haha handling about 49 rifles :)

Next week is the week which we get our rifles liaoz, where all the fun begins. Now after i've passed my swimming test already i can have more time to train my arms. We got introduced to the new BCCT which is Basic Close Combat Training, its the most tiring exercise of all, u will get sweaty all over! Like you've just soaked yourself in water but actually you are covered by your sweat. haiz... actually i no mood to blog today, just went to meet carrick, maria and enrica but we failed to get to watch the movie we wanted.

im quite tired and disappointed bout myself cos wat i wanted is not a sushi session with them today. i had something else in mind but :\ "its the hardest thing i ever have to do, to turn around and walk away, pretending i dont love you"

posted by Kailun @ 10/02/2004 10:17:00 PM 0 comments